Sweetest Smile

Prologue

PROLOGUE:

Disclaimer:
This is only work of fiction. Names, events, places, characters and incidents are only product of authors imagination. Any resemblance you may read here are just coincidence.

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"Hey are you okay? Look, pulang pula kana!"  Jammy my co-flight attendant  ask me. We were currently hanging on the  one of the most  famous bar here in Philippines. My friend Lexus is the  owner  of this bar and he invited me to visit here because he will give me a discount. Pero ang tangina 5% yung binigay nya, ang yaman nya pero sobrang buraot.Kung alam ko lang sana di  nako pumunta- ang mahal kaya ng  alak dito.

"Hey! You look problematic bitch."
Jammy pinch my cheeks, ang hilig nitong kurutin yung pisngi ko palibhasa mas cute ako kesa sa kanya.

"Paano ako magiging okay e ang mahal dito. Tanginang  Lexus napakasinungaling." Nautakan ako ng Gago, humanda sya sakin pag nagkita kami.

"Sige treat ko na to! Para kang binagsakan ng langit girl, hays stress na yung bangs ko sayo." Sabay hawi ni Jammy ng kunwaring bangs nya.

"Gaga wala kang bangs. By the way kailan ulit flight mo?" I have one week leave, ngayon ko lang naisipan lumabas at mag chill pero ang tanginang Lexus sinira yung araw ko.

"I have flight the day after tomorrow that's why I'm chilling right now. Let's dance kaya." Sabay hila ni Jammy sakin pamunta sa dance floor. Binawi ko agad ang braso ko. She look at me blankly.

"Ayoko, ikaw nalang masama ang pakiramdam ko." Sabay hawak ko sa tiyan ko kunwari sumasakit ito.

"What's wrong? Gusto mo bang umuwi na? Hatid na kita." That's what I like about Jammy I know she's been curious about me pero never syang nag tanong tungkol sakin. Pag alam niyang ayaw kong mag kwento, sya na ang nag iiba ng topic.

"I'm okay, hey you can enjoy there, besides I'm fine here. Hihintayin nalang kita then pagkatapos mo hatid mo na ko." I smiled to assure her that I'm really fine.

"Okay okay, are you sure? Pwede namang umuwi na tayo." She ask me with concern plastered on her face.

"I'm okay, hindi tayo aalis dito pag hindi kita nakitang sumayaw dun sa dance floor. Just be careful there's a lot of guys there, baka matusok ka." I grinned at her.

"Ang halaaaaay, di ako katulad mo babae. Sige na just wait for me here." She laughed then turn her back at me.

I smiled. I was very thankful that I have Jammy as my friend. Di man sya masyadong nagtatanong sakin pero alam kung may alam sya. She's been my friend since I go back in Iloilo. She's my classmate- were third year in college back then at St. Therese. It's been 5 years since our friendship started but since then she never ask further about me.

Ngayon lang ulit ako nakapunta ng bar simula noong nangyari yun. Sa isang bar din kami unang nagkakilala I was nineteen back then. And his my schoolmate, he's boyfriend material that's why nagkaroon ako ng paghanga sa kanya. He's smart and sporty. A very ideal guy.

It's been what? 6 years? Since the day he left.

Akala ko okay na ako.

Masaya na kaya sya?

Kasi ako masaya para sakanya.

He's now successful. A lot of women admiring him. He's faces plastered all over the billboards.
Boses niyang palagi kung naririnig saan man ako pumunta. Sa tv man o radio. Boses ng lalaking minsan ding naging mundo ko.

I'm so proud of him.

And I think I choose the right decision 6 years ago.

Yet, I miss him.

Pero di pa ko handa,  hindi pako handang harapin sya. Hindi pa sa ngayon.

Nami-miss ko na sya. Sobra. Pero alam kong sa ngayon kinamumuhian na niya ako. Kinamumuhian na ako ng lalaking minsan kong minahal....... and I'll be remain the woman you've loved before---- the woman you've loved because of her sweetest smile.

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