"I hate being in here,"
Ilang oras nang lumilipad ang utak ko, mula sa nabasa ko kagabi sa cabinet ni Mama. What's that address for? What justice is she talking about? Sino ang may kailangan ny hustisya?
The class ended well. They gave us light and much easier tasks for this week, kaya naman makakapag-lagalag pa ako, para mag-isip.
"Wow, iba ka na talaga. Nang-aakit ng mga tao para makapasa, such a pabida," pagharang sakin ni Abigail.
I heavily sighed. "Ito lang ba ang sasabihin mo, Abi?" tamad na tanong ko at akmang aalis na.
She held my wrist. "Kinakausap pa kita, huwag kang bastos," mariing sabi niya.
Hinawi ko ang kamay niya. "Ang bastos hubad, hindi naman ako hubad, so why bother?" I am calm, not until if she will hurt.
"Ganyan ka ba talaga kamanhid? You, we don't like you here. Ayaw kitang nandito dahil inaagawan mo ako sa lahat!" she shouted.
I sighed. "Alam ko namang ayaw niyo sakin, wala lang talaga akong pake," and gaze at her furious eyes.
"You're so pathetic! Feeling independent and feeling genius, that's why your parents left you alone!" she shouted and left me there.
It's like my heart got stabbed by a million knives. Ngayon lamang ako nasaktan at naapektuhan sa mga sinabi niya, i never thought that she could hurt me with words.
I heavily signed and signed, trying not to let my tears fall. Ayokong umiyak, i promised not to. Natapos na ang klase nang lutang ang isip ko. Talagang tumatak sa utak ko ang mga katagang sinabi ni Abi. She's my long time classmate, since kindergarten, if i'm not mistaken.
Sumakay na ako ng LRT pauwi. As usual, medyo siksikan parin ngunit nakaupo naman ako kaya ayos lang.
"Miss, dito na po kayo. Malapit na rin po kasi ako," I told to the pregnant lady.
She was wearing a blue dress, you can clearly see her baby bump, she is so beautiful, her almost gray eyes made her much beautiful. I stood up and let her have my seat. She smiled at me.
"Thank you very much, actually kanina pa nga ako nangangalay. No one tried to offer, what an asses," bagyang tumawa pa.
"Monumento station lang ang baba ko, ikaw ba?"
"After yours, pupuntahan ko ang bastos na ama ng anak ko, he tried to avoid me," she said while slowly tapping her bump.
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