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ー day by day

same scheduleday by dayi wake up to eyes that achei have been crying unhealthilybut i am not to be blamedheartbreaks don't comewith manualsi was not preparedto survive an apocalypsethis rareeven though i smile when i see them at schoolmy heart sti...

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same schedule
day by day
i wake up to
eyes that ache
i have been crying unhealthily
but i am not to be blamed
heartbreaks don't come
with manuals
i was not prepared
to survive an apocalypse
this rare
even though i smile
when i see them at school
my heart still aches
it's the fucking truth
somehow now that he's
someone else's
i feel like i love him harder
or maybe i'm just a kid
demanding a chocolate bar
knowing that i'd fall sick
or maybe rot my teeth later
but i can't help myself
he still feels
mine
i'm so confused
what am i supposed to do?
i'm indeed happy for you
no matter how much i try
because i still love you
as a best friend
and would wish for you
that this period never ends
because i can't see you sad
seeing you happy makes me happy
but seeing you
be happy with someone else
just kills me

i still remember
3rd of december

damn, time flies :')

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