❝ how could i hate him?
he's such an angel
but then again,
kinda wish
he were
dead. ❞ ー pjm
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where park jimin pens down the love story of his crush (jungkook) and his really pretty lover (taehyung).
[ 13 Oct 2020 - 6 June 20...
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i love you i feel so but then again how would i know anything about love in the first place? i used to think i loved jungkook too but i am sure i didn't otherwise i wouldn't have hurt him with my cruel words i say i love heather but then again there was a time when i'd wished he were dead i don't want to spoil this word anymore by spitting it out of my foul mouth i feel like i am deluded or maybe paranoid we've been together for so little that i cannot decide now i want to wait again until you say that you love me one day no matter how long it takes i am still being selfish i get it but i do not have any escape i hate to admit it but i somehow cannot trust my own feelings my past has scarred me so deep i feel a little weak but i am still happy the fact that you're with me the fact that you consider me yours and yourself mine is more than enough for me but i still don't feel that worthy but that's not a big deal i just want you to be patient with me i am constantly learning i am constantly practicing i am trying to become better so that at least when i look into the mirror i can be proud of myself
i want you to get the best version of me i want to be worthy of your love.
