stuck [choi yeonjun]

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I hesitantly take a quick look at my reflection on the mirror and let out a frustrated cry before messing up my fixed hair again. The gown is really beautiful but it's too heavy to walk comfortably.

Shaking my head and glancing at the clock to make my intelligible mind clear that I need to hurry, I grunt,"Why have I dressed up exactly like my dream. I look like the same gosh i'm getting a bad vibe from me."

A big change never happens at once, it always begins with small, unnoticeable and slight alters that escape everyone's attention at first, right?

So if I change my dress, makeup and hairstyle, will something take its place? I don't think so but let's try to give it a try.

Rushing to my wardrobe, I start rummaging through my outfits. I remember wearing a prom dress for senior's graduation party last year since I was forced to attend that event where I barely knew anyone. Why'd I bring that dress here anyways? I don't really think I can find it here. I still obnoxiously dip my hands more into my clothes as my hand finally hit a fabric-bag. A strong feeling of satisfaction enlightens my eyes before fading away again, now a frown replacing on my eyebrows. Yeonjun might be disappointed at me for not choosing his gifted dress but there's no way I should prioritize his disappointment instead of his safety at this moment.

This time I sigh looking at myself on the mirror, not being confident much for this step nevertheless I don't change again because of the shortage of time. The black laced high and low evening dress ain't looking that bad on me but not that good either. It's just average and since I've done no special to my hair, only leaving my straight hair untied and combing twice, I gaze at the makeup stuffs. After doing my face, I wink at myself, "Can I just marry me?"

I laugh pathetically as my eyes get a little blurry since different emotions are functioning inside of me. Heaving a deep breath, I turn the doorknob and finally step out of my room.

I gulp in nervousness when I reach the ballroom and look around to realize that it's the same decoration. This time I startle when someone approaches me from behind with a very familiar voice, "Hey Sora, you are looking gorgeous...wait did I just surprise you?"