My pain says die
I don't deny
But it's just pain-
And deep down I like livingFears of tomorrow might bring despair
I say I don't care
But deep down I'm still givingThe sun rises
The sun sets
And I'm not finished watching yet
Deep down I'm still copingI know love is a risk
That odds against me are this
But deep down I'm still hopingCause when my back's against the wall
And I am facing losing it all
I know I don't relish dyingI just want the pain to end
Want to find love in a friend
Find peace
Stop cryingI'm searching for the faith
To hold out another day
Hoping what I find
Will be enoughI'm looking for the healing
Not a way to quit feeling
I'm looking for the way up.
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Giving Grief | Completed✓
PoetryGritty real grief - expressions of lost love and sorrow. Volume one in Grief Series. Follow the series with "Good Grief". Completed. #3 - dismay.