WARNINGS: swearing, violence.My eyes are opening slowly. I'm laying on a bed. I'm in a narrow room with a few decorations in it. Shelves, tables, dressers. Across from me is Echo, standing next to another bed. I move toward her but my hand is brought back. I look down at my wrist to find that I'm chained to the wall. When my pulling doesn't work to break me free, I let out a laugh. These assholes chained me to the fucking wall.
"Echo!! Open the door!!" Bellamy's voice rings from the wooden door. "We need the tranqs!!"
Echo looks down at a straw woven chair and pulls the tranquilizer from its seat.
"That's right. Follow orders like a good, little spy," I say, shaking my head and feeling a grin on my lips.
"Shut up," she says, staring at the door.
"Echo!! Now!!" Bellamy shouts.
"Listen to master," I say, nails digging into my palms.
"Shut up!!" she shouts before glancing at the ceiling in fear. "I'm sorry, Bell."
She stabs herself with the tranquilizer in the thigh.
"Coward!!" I yell as she falls to the ground.
I sit with my back against the bed, resting my elbows on my knees. I press my palms to my forehead and take a deep breath. My foot starts to tap quickly as the rage feeling decreases to discomfort. How the hell can I get out of here?
"You can't."
I pull my hands from my face to find Marcus standing in front of me. "Dad?"
"I've never been much of a dad, have I? I still don't know why you call me that," he says, sitting on the desk against the wall across from me.
"Because I love you," I say quietly.
"Love?" he repeats, laughing a little. "How can you love someone who abandoned you? You're weaker than I thought."
I feel tears welling in my eyes. "Why are you saying this?"
"Because it's true," he says, nodding.
"I don't understand," I say, shaking my head.
"I'll clear it up for you. Do you see that cabinet?" he asks, turning to his right.
I look that way too, finding a wooden cabinet stuffed in the corner. It has strange carvings in the wood and the knobs are golden.
"Yes," I say quietly.
"Open it," Marcus orders me, shifting a little.
"Why?" I wonder, standing now.
"Do as I say," he says.
I nod slowly, walking to the cabinet and planting my hand on the knob. I twist and pull. The shelves inside the cabinet are covered completely in bottles and bottles of alcohol. I stumble backward and away from the dresser.
"Take a bottle, Camari," Marcus says.
"No, no, I can't," I say, shaking my head and stepping backward until the binds pull on me.
"Look at you. Do you really think you'll be able to quit after years of trying-?"
"I have to at least try-"
"No, you don't. You aren't capable of change-"
"No," I say, falling to sit with my back against the bed. "No, don't say that. Stop, please."
I cradle my head in my hands to block him out. Surprisingly, he doesn't speak again. Unsurprisingly, I'm not alone for long. A new voice joins the silence in the room.
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Survive, if you can // John Murphy
FanfikceCamari is an anxiety filled girl who has a tragic past and is sent to the ground. She struggles there from loyalty to her new "boyfriend" to memories of her deceased mother to a revelation about her father to a reckless addiction. She tries her best...