Mixed Emotions :):

Lyrics #1

I know I love you but I won't
Tell you a thing in case you don't.
I know I miss you, but it's okay.
I don't get depressed when I am lonely.
But I just need something to calm my nerves.
Preferably a cigarette, or something just absurd.
Or maybe I want my anxiety to stay, cause in the end it's all I have to ease the pain.
Of the distance you took away.
And I'll take a drink because I'm lost.
Trapped somewhere deep inside my thoughts.
But, if for some reason you forget.
Well, I'll just remember you instead.
But I just need something to calm my nerves.
Preferably a cigarette or something just as absurd.
Or maybe I want my anxiety to stay.
Because in the end it's all I have to ease the pain.
Of the distance that took you away.