Seven Days Of Loving You✓

Linggo

I copied a song from YouTube. It's on the multimedia! You can listen to it while reading this part. By the way that song was their theme song.

One Last Song: A1

-Credits to the owner of the video

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Linggo:
One Last Song, Goodbye.

"D-Don't.... Don't, cry... for m-me.... pl-Please." I shuttered, I can't help my tears to stop falling. It's so hard to see your love lying on the hospital bed with so many apparatus in his body. I, just don't know what do ro right know. I was holding his hands, habang siya ay nahihirapan. When, do I have the real meaning of life? Iyon lang ang gusto ko bakit hindi maibigay? I swallowed a hard lump on my throat while looking at him. Ang hirap hirap sabihin na hindi ko kayang harapin pero heto na nasa harapan ko na. I bit my lower lip, I don't want to see him in that kind of situation. He was so helpless. Patuloy ang pag patak ng aking mga luha. "I, s-said.... don't cry... F-for m-me.."

"Hindi ba? Magkasama lamang tayo, ano na? Bakit nakaratay ka dya'n." Garalgal ang boses ko habang sinasambit ang nga bagay na iyon. We just happy on Friday, what now? He was so helpless, I was hopeless. Mabigat na ang pag hinga ko, at wala pa rin akong tulog mula kagabi, we spent our night here in the hospital, night that full of tears and sadness. I don't want to look at him right now, habang nalalaman ko na hirap, na hirap siya. Sumpa ba ang hindi maging masaya? Maybe, it's my destiny, to be sad and not be happy in the first place. Una pa lang nabalot na ng lungkot ang buhay ko, hanggang dito ba naman? Tapos na ba ang kaligayahang natamasa ko sa ilang araw ko na kasama siya? Wala akong magawa kundi ang tingnan ang maamo niyang mukha habang nahihirapan siyang huminga. Bakit kaylangan ng taong mag kaganito?

Life doesn't completed without suffering, pero huwag naman ngayon. Paki-usap, alam ko marami na akong kasalanang nagawa pero sana naman. Huwag siya, huwag siya ang maging karma ng ginawa ko no'n. Huwag naman siyang pahirapan, kahit ako na lamang. If I can change our position, why not? Ako ang mas deserving makaramdam ng hirap hindi siya. I can't take my arms away from him. Gusto ko malapit lang ako sa kaniya hanggang sa gumaling siya. Gusto ko na nasa kalapit niya lang ako hanggang umayos ang kondisyon niya. Alam ko malakas siya, alam ko pag subok lang 'to. Malalagpasan naman 'to hindi ba? He can make it. I don't wanna lose him. Siya lang ang taong nag paranas sa'kin na hindi ako nag iisa, malalagpasan niya 'to. Kaya nyang malag pasan ang bagay na ito. Hindi gagawa ang nakatataas ng pag-subok na hindi niya kayang lagpasan kaya kaya niya 'to. He was a strong build human, I know he can make it. He'll survive I know that.

"Hush... S-Stop c-crying...Shh." Pilit niyang inabot ang ulo ko para pispisin ito. I just bit my lower lip, pakiramdam ko ay mapupunit na ang aking labi sa kakakagat ko. Hindi ako makapag salita. I just let him tap my head. I want to feel him, he never treat me like I was nothing, he treat me like one, he show the my purpose. He make me laugh, smile and even fall inlove. He always want me happy and I was too. I'll do everything to make him happy, when he survive this one, I promise to make him smile in every breath of him. I make him laugh in every seconds of his life. I'll make him happy, he'll pass this one. Promise..

"I-I, s-survive this... For you... For you.." I heard he was crying. I don't want to make him cry because of me. Hindi siya dapat mahirapan ng ganito. Hindi siya ang dapat nakakaranas ng ganito. Kapag pala ganito ang tagpo, parang gusto mo na lamang mag pakabulag at hindi makita ang taong gusto mo na nahihirapan sa harap mo. I can't dry my tears, malapit na akong malunod sa luha at kalungkutan. Kung kailan kaylangan ko ng masasandalan, saka naman pareho kaming mahina. Pareho kaming nabubuwag, my heart turn into pieces. Hirap na akong makita siya, hirap na akong.... Makita na ang taong nag iisang nag mahal sa'kin, I don't want to leave one tears from now on but how? I wanr to end all of thid I want to take away all my tears. Gusto ko nang matapos ang kalungkutang nadarama ko. I know, worthy person can pass all the problems and he was, so he can make it. He'll pass this for sure...