Introvert <Yoonmin>

Emergency

Jimin pov.:
Today I was earlier than Yoongi. When he came in a few minutes later I looked at him from top to bottom and took in his whole frame. He looks strong..somehow. I can't really tell since he always wears an oversized hoodie. But something about him didn't let me look away again. Something is wrong. I can tell.
Yes I just know him for like three days. And we just really met once and that was when I invited him to come to my place.
But that something never let go of me the whole day.

>time skip to 8 pm<
Right know I was still thinking about what Yoongi was doing and if he may be depressed or even suicidal. I don't know why I suspect something like that but..it fits? I don't know. I remembered that when we ate dinner he had given me his number and I could text or call him anytime.
So I did.

Yoonbae💜
                                                                      You:
Hey you got something to do rn? I'm bored and want to talk to you
                                       Sent 08:22 pm

I waited 5 minutes and he hasn't read it and  isn't even online.

Yoonbae💜
                                                                      You:
Hey you okay? Yoongi come on.. Please come online
                                       Sent 08:27 pm

I waited for another 10 minutes and then decided to call him. It was ringing but he never answered. I called for like 7 times and still no answer.
Thankfully Yoongi gave me his address cause he has no one to look after him and he needs someone. So I quickly put on shoes and ran towards Yoongi's apartment. On the way I called another 3 times to see if he even was online once but no.
As I stood in front of the door to his apartment I unlocked the door with the key Yoongi had given me.

He must really trust me or like me to do this.

Then I closed the door behind me. "Yoongi? Yoongi are you home?" I asked and in the small kitchen I found his phone fully charged on the table. Then I walked towards the, I thought, bedroom and heard muffled sobbing from behind the door. I knocked and then the sobbing apruptly stopped. I opened the door cautiously and found a curled up Yoongi on the bed.

(Triggerwarning!!)
Next to it was a little nightstand with a few containers with pills and a cutter. One container had sleeping pills in it and it had been opened and knocked over so that a few pills fell out. I just ignored them for now and slowly approached Yoongi and hugged him. He again started crying and hugged me back. When he'd calmed down I realized that he was slowly drifting off to sleep. "Hey Yoongi-hyung.. Sleeping is okay but I want to know whether you took sleeping pills. Please."
Yoongi woke by my words and leaned on me then answered "I wanted to but.. Well first I took my anti-depressants and then-- why am I even telling you this? You're just like them! You pretend to care but you leave when I need you the most and talk behind my back." Yoongi then began to cry again. "Leave" he sobbed.

"No I won't. I don't want to. I care too much about you. I don't want to disturb you or anything but I really don't want you to go" I tried to convince him. "Also you probably cut yourself didn't you?" I tried to sound calm and reassuring and get the older to confess without forcing him to. When he didn't respond I gently grabbed one of his arms and pushed up the sleeve. I expected Yoongi to pull away but he didn't. I looked at Yoongi then at his arm. It was covered in scars. Some older some quite fresh from one or two days ago. Maybe he just wanted to cut himself again.

"C-Can you bring me my phone?" "Sure" I stood up and walked into the kitchen and got the charged phone.
"There you go" I handed the phone to Yoongi. He turned it on and unlocked it and instantly got notifications. All from me and me only.

Yoongi pov.:
"You.. You were worried about me?" I asked. Jimin nodded.

Mochi✨💜💫
Hey you got something to do rn? I'm bored and want to talk to you
                                       Sent 08:22 pm
Hey you okay? Yoongi come on.. Please come online
                                       Sent 08:27 pm

10 missed calls

I looked up to Jimin again and then down on the bed. "Yes I wanted to cut myself again and then take sleeping pills to-.."
"Kill yourself?"
"Hmm", I nodded.

Then Jimin tightly hugged me and kissed the top of my head. "Promise me you talk to me whenever you have a hard time. I promise I'll help as much and as best as I can" he said.
"I promise" I said.