You May Call It Wrong But I Call It LOVE (boyxboy)

Chapter 8

about 20 minutes later he is done and hes wearing my black skinny jeans that he adores so much and his avenged sevenfold t-shirt an his own pair of black high top converse. He too straightened his hair and added guyliner too like i did and we wrre both ready to go.

We grabbed our bags and left for school at 6:15am

it takes 15 min to walk to school from my house and about 10-5 by car an about 1 hour by bus we found that out one day when we missed the bus one day an now we just walk.

" so zane what are you gonna do at school"

he shrugged," i dont know suffer i guess i already called coach an quit"

i was kindof shocked," you quit i thought you loved football an u wont suffer if you have me to help you"

" yah i wont" he smiled " but i never really liked football my dad made me do it an since hes gone i see no reason to continue" he said hes never said anything about them since they were killed not until now

"oh" was all i could say

" what are you gonna do "

" do what i always i guess"

"no jazz you wont because what you were doin obviously wasnt workin since you were grttin beaten up everyday"

i stopped in the middle of the side walk

"so what else am i supposed to do Zane you cant realkydo anything about it thy are bigger than you plus you will make things worse because if you get in their way you will be made to watch an they will hurt me more so please PLEASE dont do anything"

"Fine just because i dont want you getting hurt worst but i still dont want to" he saysthose things but i dont believe him.

The rest of the way to school was quiet.

When we reached school the outside of school was empty good lets hope the inside was the same way.

we walked in hand in hand an even thought their wasnt tht many people their the whispers came almost immediatly.

We almost escaped everyone when we were almoat to our hallwat when we see them. And theys aw us to but we stood our ground.

One of the jocks grabbed Zane away from me and they surrounded him to where he couldnt see or get to me which left me alone with Jasmine.

She pulled me towards her and held me close to her.

Why am i not stopping her????

"come on jazzy lets see if i can make you straight again" she said

We started to round ths corner to me and Zanes halleay when we stopped.

"Jazz im sorry"

"jasmine please dont do this"

She didnt say anything else because we started walkin towards the door that lead outsidr the secret hideaway door were me an Zane go to an us when we want to skip.

She was basically holding my hand which sent shocks throughout my body.

Im so confused im gay this shouldnt be happening

Then i look down at her hand and on her little pinky wasa little ring

Is that

No it cant be

But it is

It was the ring i gave her on our 3 month anniversery

it was a silver ring with little blue heart crystal on it and engraved in it it says

" jasminy i love you forever and always jazzy " it was the day i said i loved her it was special

But why was she wearing it two years later

Does she still love me

did she ever stop loving me

No she never did everything she said did was fake

But why do i wish it was real?

By now we are out in the woods near someplace familiar.

Oh my god this cant be

Is this the little opening??

This place used to be our little hideaway its filled with lavender an lilly flowers with one single tree in the middle that you could sit under and that was our spot. We used to call this place our little sunny meadows because it was our spot an everytime we came here it was always sunny here and it made us happy.

We share our first kiss here

Our first i love you

I tryed to forget it i tryed to forget everything about her thats why i blocked her out as best as i could. So why was she bringing me back to the most best memory filled place to break my heart again because its working.

" do you remember this place" she asked sincerly

"yes" i said truthfully

" good "

an she pulled me to our spot.

why am i not resisting her

shes messed my life up already

why cant she just leave me alone

she grabbed both my ands which sent sparks flying through my body

"jazz i am soo sorry i never meant to hurt you back then i never wanted to but i had no other choice"

no other choice what the hell

"what are you talking about"

"Jazz every touch every kiss every moment every i love you was reall i never wanted to say goodbye i never did i really had no choice if i could i wiuld change what i did but i cant all ican do is to hope that you forgive me"

" i still dont understand"

what us she saying that she still loves me

i felt my heart pick up and my stomach flip

Every time her hand would move it sent shocks through my body

what does that mean

" let me start from the beggining"

-Autors Note-

ok well my laptop has been messing up so id be in the middle of writig an my internet would randomly turn off an id have to start over which happened about 5 times an i was like five sentences from finishing so i was pissed so i had to upload on my ipod which took twice as long so yah ergg im a bit pissed lol well heres a big twist comming up so yah well hope you like it later peace XD