THERAPY SESSION

fifty-two » s p a r k

when i imagine your body
right next to mine
flames spark my organs
and tingle my spine

think of your warmth
embracing my frame
i want to scream out loud
no, nothing's the same

you have left me
cold in my bed
too big to fill it out
and white noise in my head

did not try to
admit it and say
those three words
when you won't even stay

and now you have gone
for i'm alone again
a new morning may come
where the night will end

at least that is
what i have left
of hope in me.