THERAPY SESSION

nineteen » s o l a r e c l i p s e

i'm wearing a lilac dress
to a burial
i'm humming a happy song
to a person's death

i'm walking a desert
to drown my feelings out
cry a pisces' tears
as an aquarius

i'm not fitting
a moon during daytime
causing a solar eclipse
to those around me

cloudy skies
turn into
rainy storms
and i'm in-between
crying my heart out

again.
so suddenly
as if it was a speeding car
a black car
and i'm the driver
not knowing the difference
between brakes and speeds

hopefully
getting caught in a speed trap
as i deserve
red light blinding me

until i'll finally shut up.

AND NOT TELL YOU LITTLE THINGS
AS THEY'RE ABOUT ME.
AS THEY'RE UNINTERESTING.
AS THEY ARE.