Wake of the Dead | One

Chapter eighteen

Forcing himself to look down and meet Aubrey's gaze, Jasper closed his eyes and let out a long, reluctant sigh. "You remind me of my little brother, Benji." Aubrey was trying to hold in her laughter, Jasper could tell. Rolling his eyes, he glared away and crossed his arms. "Well if you have to laugh, then go ahead." He muttered.

The young woman let out a loud cackle, and Jasper raised a single brow. What was so funny about this situation? Was that such a strange concept that Aubrey didn't believe him? "What?" Jasper demanded, narrowing his eyes into a playful grin. "What's so funny about that?" Jasper poked Aubrey on the nose, prodding for answers. He could see the young woman's red freckles as she scrunched up her face and giggled.

"Nothing, bro." Aubrey said, and Jasper covered his eyes with his palm. Immediately, he knew he'd made a mistake telling Aubrey the real reason he was so determined to look after her. Aubrey giggled incessantly, and Jasper's misery was only made worse. "I'll see you around, 'bro.'" Aubrey teased, elbowing him in the ribs. "Come get me when you're ready to leave, alright?"

With a reluctant sigh Jasper mumbled, "Yea, whatever you say." He paused for a little bit, before he added with a humorous snort, "Sis." Aubrey shot him a small smile and then headed off back to her room, presumably to pack a few things for the mission. Jasper stood still for a little while, trying to process what had just happened. After a minute or so, his ribs began to hurt where Aubrey had elbowed him. Running a hand through his hair tuft, Jasper knit his brows together.

Now, Jasper had two people to accompany him on their scouting mission. He didn't want too many people, but also not too little. Just enough to keep track of. Darren and Aubrey were good friends, but Aubrey could be a bit scatter-brained at times and he needed somebody else to help him out while Darren made sure the girl didn't get herself killed. As he'd thought before, Casimir could be good to take along, but that would end up being rather problematic. As well as a small group that would be fast to move, Jasper needed people who would work well together.

Even though Jasper didn't know the other group members all too well, it would do him some good to become more familiar with them. Maybe bringing along somebody he wasn't super close to would be a good step in the right direction. His immediate thoughts went to Dominick, but if he brought the young man along as well as Aubrey, it could seem like he was rewarding them for their unacceptable actions from earlier. Harley, Chris or Keagan would be a good idea. But Jasper knew Harley and Chris stuck together like glue, and bringing one would most certainly mean bringing the other. If he wanted to keep the group small, he'd have to bring Keagan along.

With his mind made up, Jasper began to walk down the sidewalk beside the lot of the motel, scanning the open-doored rooms for the younger woman. Eventually he found her on the fourth door down, sitting in a circle with Wilson, Samantha and Emma. The four were playing some sort of card game, possibly picked up from their recent raid at the gas station. Knocking on the door frame politely, Jasper was immediately aware how cold the glare Casimir gave him was. The other man definitely did not have any warm feelings towards Jasper, and Jasper was inclined to believe the feeling was mutual.

Nodding to Keagan Jasper said, "Tom is sending me to lead a scouting patrol to the town, just to see if things there are safe enough to bring the rest of the group. Darren and Aubrey are coming with, do you want to join us?" Jasper wondered if his direct phrasing would come off as too commanding or overly aggressive, but Keagan didn't seem to be bothered much.

Keagan nodded once and said, "I could give my bones a bit of a stretch. I'll get some things together and meet you guys whenever you're ready to go. Is anybody else coming?" The young woman tilted her head to the side curiously.

Shaking his head Jasper replied, "No. I want to keep the group small so everybody can stick together easier," He paused for a few seconds before hastily adding, "We want to move as quickly and possible. The group is getting cold and hungry, we're running out of food fast."

The young woman knit her brows together curiously, thinking the situation over. Jasper held his breath as he waited for Keagan to reply; eventually she nodded. "Sure thing, makes sense. Alright, see you in a bit then."

With his patrol decided on, Jasper left the room and paused. Taking in a deep breath of the outdoors, the fresh air began to calm his nerves. It was cold and satisfying, but eventually he knew the temperature would drop drastically throughout the next few weeks. The group needed warmer clothes, and quickly before somebody caught hypothermia or got sick. He was suddenly reminded again of Killian. Now that Aubrey was going along with him, Killian would be surrounded by a group of people he didn't know. The least Jasper could say was a goodbye to his friend before he set off.

Heading down the pavement and to his shared room with Killian, Jasper pushed open the door...to see Killian huddled in the corner, with his knees brought up to his chest and his arms wrapped around his legs. The younger man's hazel eyes were frightened, and Jasper hadn't ever seen him like this. Was being surrounded by so many strangers truly this bad for him? Closing the door softly behind him, Jasper slowly walked over. He grew even more concerned when Killian didn't snap at him like usual. Sitting down next to his friend, Jasper tilted his head to the side. "It really is this bad for you, being around other strangers." He wondered out loud. "This is why you didn't want to be in a group, isn't it?"

Killian's nose wrinkled into a snarl and he glared away. "What's it to you?" His harsh words stung Jasper more than they had ever before. Guilt was beginning to weigh down heavy on his shoulders, but he knew Killian couldn't come with him. Tom was the group leader, and if Jasper broke the rules then the others would think they should too. He had to set a good example for them. "You're not the one being left behind." That comment was even more of a slap in the face than the previous one, because Jasper knew Killian was right. He wasn't the one being left behind.

Trying to lighten the mood Jasper said, "Well, you've always told me to go away." He made sure to add a bit of a chuckle, but even he could hear how half-hearted it was. Before he could even process what he was going to say Jasper blurted out, "Killian you know I don't want to, right? If it was up to me, you and I would just go together with nobody else."

Killian's eyes flickered up to Jasper. In the afternoon sunlight, Killian's hazel eyes brightened into a beautiful, golden honey-brown. He was speechless for a few split seconds, until he managed to make his mind work out what to say next. "We're a team. That means no man gets left behind. I'll come back for you, I promise."

The younger man looked up at Jasper; once again those striking, sharp bright eyes almost took his breath away. "I..." Killian took a few seconds to find his words. "I believe you." Jasper managed to finally catch his breath, and then nodded. Killian suddenly snatched away his bag and rifled through it, grabbing the book Jasper had been reading. "Especially now that you have to come back for this."

Jasper chuckled, "First you take my jacket, and now my book?" He ruffled Killian's hair, and the other man responded by smacking him hard on the head. Jasper winced, but managed to keep the grin that had spread slowly across his lips. "Okay fine, the jacket's all yours now. But you've got to give me that book when I get back."

The younger man gave Jasper a more playful glare, keeping the book away from him. "Okay, fine then. Come back, and I'll give you your dumbass book."

Jasper used the wall to help him stand, and Killian followed him out of the room. Darren and Aubrey glanced up from a few doors down, with Keagan joining them after a few split seconds. Jasper glanced back down at Killian, still unsure. His anxiety and excitement were mounting to new heights now. Not only was he going to lead this patrol, but he was going to be responsible for what happened to them.

"Alright Boy Scout," Jasper smiled when he saw that Killian was scowling again. "Don't do anything stupid while I'm gone, okay?" A wave of relief washed over him especially as Killian shot him a menacing glare.

"You're the one who needs to be careful." Killian shot back. "Now get going before I make you."

Jasper ruffled Killian's hair one last time, which earned him a brutal punch to the shoulder. He winced, but managed to keep his smile. Refusing to keep the parting words going for too long, Jasper turned away to join the rest of his patrol. He walked all the way down, almost past the lot of the motel. The man knew if he turned back, he wouldn't be able to leave Killian behind like Tom had insisted him on doing. Closing his eyes, Jasper took a deep breath. Kneeling down, he tightened his shoe laces and stood up again.

"And now," Jasper said with a reluctant sigh, "Into the great beyond." Then took the first step that marked the beginning of his next big adventure.