Chapter 18 - Impulses

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Now that I really think about it. I just wanted the sex aspect with Valerie. The relationship part with her was to intoxicating & hella wrong. I guess what I really wanted to do was be the one to take her virginity (Bad concept, I know). To me it was the fact that she lied to me, just tell me straight up. Don't sugar coat or BS with me. Tell me straight up.

It's been a couple weeks since that shit with Val & not talking to her is making me feel a whole lot better. Maybe Marco's right. I just need to chill & not get into anything heavy for a while. I mean .. I'll probably feel a whole lot better if I just switched schools but a pimp doesn't let one bitch control life. So nah.

I walk into school & every girl is staring at me checking me out (I mean not that they didn't before) but ever since I went out with Valerie every girl has been hella blunt about it. I been getting random love notes, texts, emails, calls etc. smdh. Shits crazy, it's like I'm a celebrity or something.

I'm not gonna lie though. There is one girl that's been getting my attention. Natasha Makilaoe. Nice Hawaiian thing. Super super nice. But I gotta keep my guards up. ALL the way now.

"Jenner!" Domo wraps her arm around me as we walk through the hallway

Oh god what does she want?

"So Wussup with you and Diamond?" She asks

"Nothing .." I say looking down smirk-smiling

"I KNOW THAT LOOK!" She pushes me lightly

"We're just hanging out" I smile

"Hanging out?" Hmmm okay" she says sarcastically

The bell rings & she lets go of me. I wonder who sent her to come check up on me.

I get to my 5th block class we got new classes this semester and of course. OF COURSE. Guess who's in it? .. Valerie.

Bruh I can't take this shit. It's uncomfortable especially when she's always staring at me 24/7 wondering what I'm doing. It's like she's reading my mind or some shit. Everytime I look over to talk to ma nigga Jake. She ALWAYS looking. Its bad enough I already got 4 classes with ol girl.

"Trouble in paradise?" Jake asks me

"Shits been over" I laugh

"That fast?" He looks surprised

"Dude only been 2 months .. That was long"

"Torture huh?" He asks

"She's a thot!" I laugh

5th block ended and I had English with Marc & Diamond. She sits next to me and starts playing with my bracelet.

Everyone is looking at us

"This ain no show!" I wave everybody off

"What's wrong?" Diamond looks at me

"Nothing .. Just since everything happend everyone's been on my dick like .. Tf?"

"Well cause you gorgeous asf" she gushes

I laugh

"Would it be wrong if .." She stops herself

"If what?" I smile

"Nothing" she looks down

"Something?" I laugh

"If I kissed you right now" she blushes

I look around "no"

She leans over and kisses me over and over again. She taste like peaches. Got me thinkin bout that 112 song. She puts her hand on my cheek and the kissin gets a little deeper

"Ohhhhhhhhhhh" the whole class says in unison

I laugh and break our kiss

"I'm snitchin!!" Marco runs out the class

Awwww shit he funna tell squad FOH

"Nigga come back!!" I run after him

All squad has a free block so they hanging in the cafe. I kno he's gon take the long way so I take the short way across the library.

"WHATEVER MARCO BOUTA TELL YOU HE LYIN NIGGA" I say outta breathe

"Nigga what?" Kim looks at me

Then after two minutes Marco comes and spills the habichulas

"Jenner and Diamond were makin out in class and they was into that shit ,. INTO IT!! They got something goin on I tell ya" he's wagging his finger "something!!"

They all look at me

"Mannnn you so complicated" King takes out his snacks

"What we tell you?" Domo looks at me

"It's just that .. We been getting close over these last couple weeks again .." I say shuffling my feet

"Leave these girls alone!!" Raine says "look at you!!"

I look down at my arm

"You bouta be a fruitloop in a minute .. Go bananas" Jay laughs

Everyone busts out laughing

"Stfuuuu" I laugh "I won't be no damn fruity loop"

"Keep messin wit these psycho's you will be" Zaliya says

"I hate yall" I laugh

"You love us" Marco says

I go back to class and there's a note on my desk. Diamonds smiling at me and blushing so I figure it's from her.

'Meet me in the bathroom
- Tayshia xoxo ;) '

Who tf ? I look around and this nice brown skin girl SUPERRRRRR thick winks at me .. Ohhhh yesss lawd.

This girl got hazel brown eyes, shoulder length hair, devilish sexy red lipstick, and a high-low dress on and ass was on heaven.

Ass on Houston, Texas but the face look just like Claire Huxtable OH

I see her ask Mrs.Montclair if she can go to the bathroom and I ask her if I can get a drink of water.

I low key make sure diamond don't know what's happenin

I follow her to the bathroom and walk in

"So Wussup?" I get a lil close to her

"You" she smiles at me and dayum she got cute ass dimples

"Oh word" I look in her eyes "you tryna chill sometime?"

"If by chill you mean fuck .. Yeah" she's hella forward about it

She gives me her number and whispers in my ear "give me a call"

She runs her finger down my neck and leaves the bathroom

DAYUMMMMMMMMM, I laugh to myself. That was fun.

I feel like sometimes I have a sex problem but .. Then again I'm not sure. I should probably stop fuckin but I can't help my gotdamn impulses. But the real question for myself is .. Am I gonna be with Diamond or just be free?

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