Left Unspoken

Unwanted Jealousy

Admiring a person who's already smitten.
To the antagonist of my dream love story.
Though I know, I don't have the rights to be envy.
Cumbered by anxiety, cause we can't happen.

Laughing out loud although breaking a lot inside.
By thinking that I can't have you feels so poignant.
Reaching out to confess, yet always reluctant.
When watching you with somebody else on the side.

You and I together, my heart's secret desire.
Only if I'm the one that makes your heart beat fast.
Moping over you, my dear, having fun at last.
But in another's arms, while mine was burned in fire.

Accepting my defeat, to have this love untold.
For those endearing eyes that treat me as a friend.
Soon, these covet emotions will come to an end.
And your own romance will be the one I'll uphold.

Trying to erase this unwanted jealousy.
Even if I can't control my feelings for you.
Supporting you with that someone who loves you too.
But still silently wishing that it would be me.