Left Unspoken

Another Trouble

Lying on a bed, with dark eyes still wide open.
Trying to distract myself, such reason again.
Another sleepless night with the mere sight of you.
Being haunted by thoughts, arising out of blue.

Waking up from different visions, same person.
Restless seconds, trying a better aversion.
Busy with coursing pixels in reality.
Even if the inner soul yearns for "you and me".

Biting back the words, seeing that I've said too much.
Getting short words to soothe the tired looks on my watch.
Giving my new rainbow wrist a lingering kiss.
A sweet silent affection for the one I miss.

Someone I can now stare at, support from afar.
Yet still makes me confused, these feelings still bizarre.
Smiles for a lovely sight of your better version.
Glimpse of clenched fists, "what ifs" in dizzying motion.

Unknown depth of another page in my story.
Writing about you, a new antsy poetry.
Another trouble with you pulls my weak heartstrings.
Unsure about these new chapter of happenings.