"We met in Miami, she was working at the mall at the time and I bumped into her at the gas station on the way home and just couldn't take my mind off of her. I never felt for no other female the way I feel about her, all these women come and go but...
"This man bought you a G wagon full of roses and two louis purses..Let's not even mention he saved this graduation party. But yet didn't you tell us he's your friend, a man that's your friend won't go through the extremes to make sure you're happy Monté please think about that."
"I know cuz but I can't be those other girls on theshaderoom or those rapper girlfriends. I want to be Monté but then I want Dave too so I don't know." I whine eating my food.
"When you look at the man don't you see how handsome he is, he can get any woman he wants and he wants you and you are scared of something that we are all scared of but that's what taking a risk is. If ya ma was here you know she would tell you the same thing, it's time you make some grown woman decisions Monté."
It feels like my deadline for choosing what I want has been pushed up. Everybody is finding out about me and Dave and want us together. But i'm still scared and I don't know what to do to make it stop. _______________
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Maya & Monté
________________ 9:56pm
"Okay to the right, to the right now to the left y'all ." Dave says in the mic as we all do the cupid shuffle outside.
"Now kick, now kick, now kick, kick, kick and walk it by yourself, get it let's go." I watched Dave dance and sing in the mic. He seems so happy around family and friends.
"Dave can I talk to you for a sec," I say interuppting what he was going to say next.
Once the song is over, everybody walks off and goes back to doing their own thing leaving me and Dave outside. I grab his hand walking him to the swings.
We sit down next to each other, I hold his hand in mines.
"So lately my life has been going crazy, I just graduated college and I'm moving to New York this weekend. But this wasn't supposed to be my life Dave, my life was supposed to be full of choas and eventually I was supposed to end up like my mom...but they way you care about me....the way you have cared about me is something that I had to love you for. Dave you really don't realize I was barely hanging on before you came into my life, struggling to make ends meet in a apartment and go to college and work everyday. I'm very grateful. If I would've gotten kicked out of college I would've lost everything I worked so hard for. So I'm saying all of this to say. I need you in my life, in a way that makes both of us happy because I've been selfish witchu and I just wanna stop being scared and let yo-"
My speech is interrupted as Dave crashes his lips into mine kissing me slowly. My body starts to melt, I grip his chin sliding my tongue in his mouth.
"Ouuu shortyy...I want you but we can't." Dave says pulling away putting some space in between us. Oh my gosh, my horny ass. I nod my head, fixing myself up.
"You right, but yeah I'm serious. I wanna do this with you, I'm not scared of what's going to happen along the way. I just know in the end we gon be straight." I say looking him in his eyes.
"I understand you, you know I gotchu tho. I always will," He kisses my cheek.
I'm starting to believe him, It's crazy cause I don't really trust nobody not even my cousins. I just feel like non of them gave my mom a chance not even Maya, she mourns my mom but when my mom died she wasn't here at all and I don't like that. But Dave I can look him in his eyes and tell that he's being honest with me. A look I never seen with my dad, I always knew when he was lying it was like an instinct.
"Wanna hit this wood with me?" Dave asks, I didn't even realize he rolled a blunt.
"Boy no, see like unlike you my job might drug test my ass." I say standing up to go back inside.
"And, don't think that shit cute." He says slapping my ass as I turn around to walk back inside. I stick the middle finger up at him before walking back inside.
