Every day I have to go to school, I feel like shit. I don't want to be in a class with JMG (the guy whose friends said shit about me) I feel so fucking uncomfortable. Plus my mother has called the school and I'm not allowed to hang out with one of my only friends.
I want to cry. I want to scream. I want to be alone. I don't want to go to school just to be surrounded by negativity. My mother would never let me have a day off just because I'm in year 11 now.
I'm scared. I'm scared I'm always going to be alone. For half my time in year 10 and these past two weeks, I've not had a friend and I've been alone. I've been contemplating whether to go to 6th form or college and whichever I choose I know I'm gonna be alone in these situations.
