Twilight's Empress

Chapter 28

Chapter 28

MC's POV

"Excuse me po."

Matapang na sabi ko sakanila at saka ako tumalikod at umalis na ng lugar na iyon, wala na akong gagawin du'n and I know that Ate Lory can handle them more than I can.

Hindi ko na kaya..

Tanggap ko naman e, tanggap ko naman na gano'n lang kami ni Tatay, na duon kami nakatira na hindi maganda ang lugar na tinitirhan ko nuon pero hindi naman ibig sabihin nu'n ay ganoon na rin kami bilang tao.

Gusto nilang sabihin na pera lang ang habol ko sakanila? Then I'll give it to them! Inamin ko na! Kaya lang naman talaga ako naging assistant ng Twilight is because I badly need the money.

Oo, tama naman kasi siya e, on the first part of me being the assistant... I am doing it because I know there's money after, I know na kikita ako pagkatapos, ginagawa ko ang lahat ng ito because it's my job. Twilight's my job. But then... ang hindi nila alam, mas tumatagal kong nakakasama ang Twilight... mas lalo akong na-a-attach sakanila.

They became my friends and I am doing this job now not because I am after the money, but because I want to help them and they are my friends. And I am doing my role as their friend also.

Pero bakit gano'n? Bakit parang kahit anong sabihin ko, kahit na anong pagpapaliwanag ko walang naniniwala saakin? Do they really think na ang mga taong kagaya ko palagi nalang ang habol pera ng mga mayayaman?

I took a deep sigh, hindi ko alam kung saan ako dinadala ng mga paa ko but then I found myself in front of the door of the rooftop. Yeah... this is my place of peace here.

Kaya pumasok na ako kaagad, wala naman akong magagawa rin 'di ba?

I know what I said might... might hurt Twilight. Sinabi ko mismo sa harapan nila that all of that... that I just did those things to them because I am after their money.. It's frustrating me because I don't know what to do or how to face them after this.

Nahihiya ako.

Pakiramdam ko ako mismo ang nag baba sa sarili kong dignidad at prinsipyo sa buhay.

I sighed again, just like what I said... there's nothing I could do right?

I closed my eyes and look at the sky, may hangin ding dumaan and it feels so refreshing to be up here. Gano'n lang ako sa ganoong posisyon hanggang sa naramdaman ko na naman ang mga luha kong tumutulo.

There were memories flashed on my mind with my mom and I literally smiled while crying, by just remembering those memories I had.

Some of it may be blurry and not very accurate memory because I was just a child back then, and I can't really remember all of the things I did with my mom. Sobrang bata ko no'n to the point that I didn't realize to keep and appreciate every single day that I am with my mom.

"You're here again.." napaharap ako sa nag salita and I saw Cameron again. Napangiti naman ako sakaniya nang bahagya.

"And you're here too." sagot ko and I heard that he let out a small laugh.

"I told you, this is my place." he whispered before sitting beside me.

Nakatingin lang din siya sa harapan and he's smiling, may suot din siyang salamin but that doesn't make him look like a nerd, he's still handsome even with those eyeglasses, sayang lang at mas bata siya saakin.. wala naman akong problema sa bata, he's just one year younger than me.