Falling For The BAD GUY

Chapter 61- Darkness

July 15, 2005

JESSICA's POV:

So it's currently 4pm and thank god I'm off work early. All I wanna do is to go home and get some rest...I hope marshall won't give me shit today. Lately he been acting weird..I don't know how to explain it..everything about him is just weird. I catched him popping pills the other day but I didn't say nothing about it as I'm scared to confront him. Not cause he might hurt me cause he can flip his shit on me and I don't want that. We also not doing so well. We always fight, like always! Not fights that I pick up it's only him and I hate it! I don't know what's up with him...it's like he doesn't want to be with me anymore. All he does is yell at me all the time...we're doing so bad that we ain't even having sex. I don't remember the last time I hugged or kissed him and I hate that it's like that..

As I got home I just flopped on the couch and let a sighed out. Marshall should be home by now and I don't see or hear him so I go look for him. As I walked to our room the bathroom door was open and I got in and saw him. Popping pills. Again.

"Marshall" I said and he looked at me as a huge amount of pills were in his hand. He didn't look good, at all. "What the fuck are you doing?!" I said and he just got all the pills in his mouth and drank water and swallowed. He did that like I wasn't even there "what are you doing?!?" I came up to him and he turned around and just walked by me. You see what I meant when I said he was acting weird? I walked to him and placed my hand on his shoulder but he turned around grabbed it and threw it away.

"Don't fucking touch me!" He raised his voice and I frowned

"What the fuck is up with you marshall?!" I said and he frowned

"Nothing! Why are you being such a pain in the ass??" He asked and I raised my eyebrows

"A pain in the ass??? I only asked you what are you doing!!" I raised my voice as well

"Then stop digging your fucking nose into my shit" he said walked off. What is wrong with him?

"What the fuck was that marshall?! Why were you taking so many pills?!?!" I asked as I walked after him and he ignored me and kept going "why are you not answering??" I asked and he kept walking to the kitchen so I went up to him and grabbed his shoulder again and he pushed me to the wall

"Don't fucking touch me!!!" He yelled and pinned my wrists to the wall

"What the fuck is wrong with you marshall?!" I yelled and he got me free. "I saw you popping pills a couple of days ago too...what are you fucking doing marshall? And don't give me non of that sleep shit" I said and he frowned

"Bitch what are you trying to say?!" He asked and I got closer to him

"I'm not saying shit but you're not acting like yourself lately!" I said and he frowned harder

"The fuck do you want from me?" He said and walked off

"What do I want from you? What do I want from you?!? I want you to explain why the fuck you were taking all those pills!" I said angrily

"I don't own you shit" he said and got into some room and lock the door. Wow.

"Fuck you marshall! I don't know what the fuck is wrong with you lately but that's not the marshall I know!! After coming home from work I expect a nice day with my fucking fiancé but I guess it's too much for you to give me!! Go pop some more pills" I said to the door and just walked off when I heard the door getting open

"Where the fuck do you think you're going?!" He yells and I got my car keys and walked to the door when he grabbed me and pinned me to the wall again