I said I'm ok but I hope you know I'm lying, I'm not going to admit I am.
My words won't let me tell you I'm stressed out and going through alot but my actions will show you I am.
This feeling I have is being masked by the smile I will continue to show you, some see through my fake smile but others think I'm ok.
Honestly I rather say that I am ok rather than having to explain how I feel, you say that your here for me to listen how I feel but something inside of me won't let me.
I feel you will view me as vulnerable and weak, you might not see it that way but I do.
My pride steps in the way, but you are the opposite. It's easier to express how you feel and more open with it.
You tell me when something bothers you and want to talk about ways to fix it. I want to be like that but I'm not, will I change?
If I don't will you still be here? I won't tell you how I feel but yet I expect you to know. You will only know when I tell you, will I?
Part of me just deals with it, you have to deal with me not telling you. Will you?
If you gave up on me would I understand why? Would my pride not allow me to not see my own mistake?
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