secret diary ; yeongyu [writing]

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Beomgyu smiled, Yeonjun's messages reminded him once again how much was beautiful to feel loved by someone's special like him.

Soon he heard voices coming from the living room and went downstairs to see Yeonjun talking with his mother, who was laughing.

"Hey! What are you two talking about?" Beomgyu asked curiously, but they didn't reply and they exchanged a knowing look.

***

Later, in the car, they were arguing about which song to put on. Beomgyu wanted Pretty U and Yeonjun Adore U by Seventeen.

"Give me the phoneee"

"I want Adore U and I'll put Adore U!"

"..."

Yeonjun stopped the car and looked at Beomgyu, who had crossed his arms. "How about My My?" Yeonjun asked with him with a soft smile and Beomgyu couldn't say no to him.

"Okay." he muttered, pretending to be still offended because he had to protect his dignity. 

"By the way, I have a surprise for you" Yeonjun said while they were listening to My My by Seventeen. "Really? Me too!" Beomgyu widened his eyes.

Yeonjun laughed "You say it first!". Beomgyu interwined their hands together "I was thinking about taking you to a restaurant..." he said shyly and Yeonjun almost drove into a traffic light. "O MY GOD THIS IS ALSO MY IDEA!" he screamed.

Beomgyu giggled. "So, who's deciding where to go?"

Yeonjun was ready to fight again, because HE wanted to take Beomgyu out on a date, but eventually changed idea when he saw the look Beomgyu had on his face.

He was looking at him with two big pleading eyes, his lips forming a pout. He was being so adorable and lovely Yeonjun couldn't say anything to him. Too cute to bear.

"You decide" Yeonjun finally sighed and Beomgyu jumped on his seat yelping "Yay!".

Some time later they were sitting at Philkyungjae Restaurant, Beomgyu's favorite one. They serve Korean and Asian food and it's located in an ancient Korean style of building.

(it really exists and I also had to inform about Korean food because I knew nothing)

It was expensive for two students like them, but Beomgyu wanted their first real date to look perfect no matter if his wallet was going to be empty.

Beomgyu ordered Galbitang soup and Bibimbap (mixed rice), Yeonjun ordered Seolleontang soup and Bulgogi (meat).

While waiting for the food to arrive, they talked. "Is this our first real date?" Yeonjun asked and Beomgyu nodded his head. "I-i hope you're enjoying it" he whispered and Yeonjun took Beomgyu's hand, placing it on the table.

"Of course I am!" Yeonjun said, locking their fingers together. "And I hope we'll have a lot of other dates!".

Beomgyu raised an eyebrow "But the next time you'll pay, won't you?" he asked and Yeonjun laughed.

"You know, my mother invited you over for dinner. Your mother can come too, I'm sure they'll get along very well" Yeonjun said and Beomgyu agreed. It was already a start, their families knowing each other.

"Thanks for loving me" Beomgyu said, his voice nearly cracking. Yeonjun wiped his tears away "Baby, don't cry." he said to him and Beomgyu smiled, maybe because of the 'baby'.

Yeonjun looked into Beomgyu's eyes intensively. "I'm the one who should thank to you. You made me want to be a better person, I changed myself with your help. For example I'm not so selfish like I was used to be... Even if you didn't say anything to me, you put new thoughts in my head. That's why I love you. And because you're the cutest and most cute, prettiest, adorable and delicate person I know."

Now, Beomgyu was really crying.

"Did I say something wrong?" Yeonjun panicked and Beomgyu shook his head. "T-this is the most beautiful thing someone e-ever said to m-me" he sniffled.

"Every person I had loved went far away from me but you... you are the only one who came back. I thought you were disgusted by me, I-i only wanted to cry. You were already deep in my thoughts, in my head, in my heart, everywhere. I don't know why. I knew you were only acting with me. But my stupid heart fell in love with you, and I really felt like I didn't deserve you..."

Then, Beomgyu couldn't continue talking because his throat was hurting by all the sobs. And because their tasty and expensive food arrived.

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I nearly cried while writing this

This was the most heart touching thing I've ever written, srsly