The Bright Side of Darkness

Twenty-Nine

"We weren't doing anything but sleeping." Tay huffs and stands up, stretching his back in the process. As he does so, I can't keep my eyes from wandering over his chest and abs. He must have somehow taken his shirt off to be more comfortable after I fell asleep. The difference between his normal skin and his muscles is faint, but still there. His sweatpants hang low on his hips, and an Adonis Belt disappears into the waistline. My face grows warm as I realize I've been staring a little too long.

"Uh-huh." Jackson pushes Travis out of the way. "Sorry to barge in, but we're already running late for our college visit. Coach canceled practice because too many people would be gone, so Travis and I can make it."

"Oh, shoot! I forgot about the visit!" I rummage around for my shirt again, groaning when I still don't find it. For some reason, I forgot to bring my dress with me, so I'd have to run over to my house to search for it, and then we'd be really late. "I don't have anything to wear."

"I found your shirt," Tay says, handing it to me.

What? How? He can't even see to look for it!

I snatch the shirt from him and hobble out of the room, dragging the blanket with me. I rush to the bathroom when I'm out of the boys' sight and splash some water on my face. I pull my shirt over my head and rush back downstairs, hair in my hands as I braid it.

Jackson gives me an impatient huff and ushers me out the door.

Memphis isn't too far from Norton Valley, but it's still a good half-hour drive and our appointment is at noon. It's already eleven-twenty.

"So, why are we doing this if we all have colleges planned?" I rest my head on Tay's shoulder, fiddling with the hem of my borrowed shirt. He insisted on sitting in the back with me, even though he's the second-tallest and needs more leg room. It's kind of sweet, really, even if he's forced to sit sideways.

"Backup plans." Jackson shrugs, keeping his eyes on the road. "If I can't get into Mississippi with Travis, Memphis is the second-best thing for me. It's where my dad played football until he hurt his shoulder."

I glance at Tay to see how football talk impacts him. Surprisingly, he seems at ease. Maybe he has finally come to terms with not being able to play football anymore. Or maybe he is trying to ignore the thought of football.

"Where are you wanting to go to college, Tay?" I lean my head up to look at him. I've always thought it would be kind of romantic to go to the same college as my boyfriend, but now that Tay isn't getting a football scholarship, he needs something a little more normal. My first choice, Vanderbilt University probably isn't the best option for him. Unless he's interested in one of the majors they offer.

He chews on his cheek in thought. "I'm thinking of becoming a math teacher if I don't get back to football in college. I'm good at math. Maybe I'll coach football on the side."

I stare at him for a moment. Maybe it's just the stereotype I've built up in my head, but education? Tay doesn't seem like the type to wanna teach. But, then again, he loves kids and he's in the top ten of our class, so it's not that far of a reach. And coaching. That's a big step for him to take considering how hard it is for him when he found out he can't play anymore.

"That's so cool! You'd be a great teacher." I smile up at him. Maybe we will get to go to college together. Memphis has a good education program, so if all goes well, maybe we can both apply there.

I pull the hair tie out of my hair and shake it out. Wearing it up feels uncomfortable. Like I'm missing something.

"I got the idea from Mr. Golde. He's an amazing teacher, and I wanna be a teacher like that. And since I most likely won't go pro, I could still do something good as a coach." The corner of his mouth twitches up as he starts re-braiding my hair. It feels nice when he does it. Last night, it helped calm my nerves when I was so close to him. "We almost there yet?"

Travis glances at us in the rear-view mirror. "Yeah. We're about five minutes out."

Through the windows, the campus is beautiful. It's a kaleidoscope of oranges, reds, and yellows as students travel between classes, oblivious to our car approaching the parking lot. It's significantly cooler today than it has been the past few days, and I'm thankful for that. Maybe we won't melt during the hour-long tour.

"This is Memphis?" I lean toward the door, waving at some students passing by.

"Yup." Jackson types something into his phone. "We're supposed to meet the guide outside the arts and sciences building. She had some business there beforehand."

After driving around for a few minutes, Jackson finally finds the arts and sciences building.

Right in front of it stands a short and plump woman in a pink dress. She waves as we park and skips up to the truck.

"Hello, everyone!" She smiles brightly. "Welcome to the University of Memphis. This here is our arts and sciences building, if you haven't already figured that out, and over here is..." I tune out her voice almost immediately as my attention is directed to the various buildings surrounding me.

She drones on throughout the whole tour, but my mind isn't focused enough to comprehend what she's saying. Does this woman know Tay can't see what she's pointing to? Probably not, but even if she does, that doesn't stop her from explaining the most intricate details of the campus.

Tay just follows us around, and eventually, I pull him to the side. I can't handle the tour guide's peppy voice any longer. She never stops talking long enough for anyone else to get a word in.

"What's up?" Tay stumbles a little as I pull him toward the corner of the quad.

I grab his collar and press my lips against his. He welcomes the kiss and meets my pace before pulling back with a chuckle. "As much as I enjoy this, can I at least know what it's about?"

"The tour guide is so annoying. And I can't handle any more walking around." I groan and plop down on one of the benches and drape my arm over my eyes.

Tay chuckles and drops into the seat beside me, pulling me to his chest. "It wasn't fun for me, here. Especially considering I can't see 'the founder's sparkling face as he stands watching over the students."

We both laugh and sit there for a bit, faces tilted up at the sky. Most students are already at their next class or their dorms, so we're the only people on the lawn. It's peaceful and makes it easier to relax.

"Hey, Emori?"

"Yeah?" I turn my head to look at him.

"I-I wanna say something, but I need you to promise you won't freak out."