Get Revenge If It Doesn't Kill You

The Start

A week has passed since their break up.. Kokichi was always, always thinking about it.. if he did the right thing.. how much he hurt Shuichi.. If that is what he actually deserves..

Of course, Shuichi's friends heard the news, so does Kokichi's.. Miu and Rantaro only comforted him but they both know there's a great reason why Kokichi broke up with Shuichi..

In Shuichi's side, his friends acted sympathetic.. at least, Kaito was kind enough to actually feel bad and hold back his words 'thats good' or 'finally'.. he wouldn't say that when his sidekick cried his eyes out at him all evening.

Maki on the other hand, only said that Shuichi deserved better and not think about the brat anymore while Kaede was all support and even asked Shuichi if he wants her to find him a date with a better person or something..

Kokichi stared as their teacher talked in front.. during this time.. he remembers when Shuichi and him would exchange notes.. words of affection and teases..

He bit his lip to prevent himself from crying..

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Lunch came. He was eating when suddenly, Maki stopped in front of him, a smile in her lips

"You did the right thing. Saihara deserved better than someone like you." She spouted and left.

Soon, Kaede came as well.

"Thank you, Ouma-kun. Finally, Saihara-kun can be happy without you."

At that point, Kokichi wanted to rubbed their two dirty faces on the floor.. he watched as the two talked, talking about their own love life.. and their beloveds came.

Kokichi watched as Maki smiled affectionately at the oblivious Kaito.

Kokichi watched as Kaede smiled and kissed Rantaro's cheeks.. saying she loves him and she's glad that they're together..

Kokichi remembers how happy Shuichi and him when they were together.. but now it was gone.. because it was all his fault.. because he listened to Kaede's and Maki's words..

Kokichi wanted to say in their face..

Momota-chan deserved better.

Amami-chan deserved better..

How would they feel.. he wonders..

Long ago, Kokichi got rid of feelings such as hatred and angriness.. cause it'll bring him nowhere..

Long time ago, he abandoned getting revenge on people cause it was pointless..

Was it really?

Of course it is.. It'll only hurt the other and maybe the one taking revenge in the first place.. but.. there was also satisfaction once he succeeded..

Kokichi wanted to feel satisfaction, doesn't he?

Kokichi smiled slightly..

Yes, he does.