For half of my life I have spent my time by myself. I smiled when I knew I shouldn't I cried when I know I couldn't hurt someone. And whats the difference now, I just have more problems than before and I feel colder. The only time I feel somewhat normal is when I am acting like someone else. I can't help it I have lived almost all of my life like this.I have buried myself so far under that I feel scared on what could happen. I feel like a host taking over my real body and slowly pushing it to death. Or so I feel. I have created my own reality where I seem normal, but only when I am by myself do I realize how messed up I am.
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SpiritualI felt like doing this since I had several different drafts and pics and even poems stored through my account. I don't expect much to come out of this really, but just felt like doing it. Also just about every picture in here isn't mine soo yeah, un...
