𝐌𝐲 𝐬𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐚𝐧 - [2] ( Hiatus)

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" Pass " i said turning around to face the door , i joined my hands together and watched as humasah was walking towards me

" Valide sultan " she bowed to me then stared into my eyes without any shame

Before i could speak ot answer her back i put a harsh slap on her face making her fall to the floor

" Do you think i am stupid ? " i yelled at her and she looked at me before getting up as her eyes were fiery

" What did i do to deserve this " she fought back as i stared at her in disgust

"Your letters with the pope wanting to get husein to the throne " i sighed " i am atiye sultan and nothing can move or fly in this palace without my knowing "

She stared at the floor before sighing as her gaze turned to me

" Why is everything easy ? Your son is already a sultan and god knows if he will execute my only son . I am trying to survive , i no longer want to live as a shadow " she said putting a lot emotions and it was clear she was feeling hatred

" Do you know whom are you comparing yourself with ? "I chuckled approaching her slowly

" I went throught death and pain and everything in this damned palace for them , i deserve to see my children sitting on the throne " i replied her as her gaze pierced right into my eyes

" You will either stop what you are doing or murad will know about this and execute you and husein " i felt bad for bringing up husein into this but i had to make her back off

" Don't touch him he doesn't know about this " she fell to the floor and grabbed my robe as i took it away from her

" If you keep being stubborn you will not only hurt your life but also husein's " i backed off a bit and left her room . 

I stopped for a moment feeling a bit dizzy before i continued my walking but i met with Gulumser ayse's daughter .

" Valide sultan " she approached me and bowed , she was the same age as Mehmed but she looked older .

" Gulumser how are you " i asked caressing her cheek gently

" I am better now i saw you " i smiled lightly at her sweet answer

" How sweet " i answered as she chuckled lightly

" Did you meet sah yet ? " she nodded happily before answering

" Yes i did she is so kind i wish i can see the princes too and hanzade and dilasub sultan " i joined my hands together

" Of course you will , this time you should stay longer right " she nodded respectfully before she excused herself .

I walked towards my room but just moments later the door opened revealing Murad

" Validem " he took my hand in his and placed a light kiss in it

" May allah keep you safe " i replied patting his hand before putting it down

" Mother i have something to tell you " he said as his gaze turned seriously in matter of seconds

" I am trying hard to keep in touch with my brothers and i sure have no doubt in their loyality " he spoke as i remembered what selim did behind his back before coming back to reality

" Selim " he said as my heart dropped down the floor " selim is my older brother but what he is doing is wrong and i will have to take some strict mesures not only for him but my three other brothers " my eyes widened not understanding what he was saying

" Murad what happened " i asked worriedly before he sighed deeply

" Selim is building relations with the pashas and that only has one explanation " i looked down angrily

" Murad , my son " i caressed his cheek " don't worry i will talk to your brother and will tell him to behave " i reassured him .

" I am sorry i had to get you into these troubles but i had to tell you before i make a decision "

" Murad , Selim is your brother don't ever forget this " he nodded before looking away

" Have a good day " he said one last time before he left my room while i just sat in the couch my hand massaging my forehead in stress

" hajar " i called as i still looked down , after she entered i ordered her to prepare the bath for me to relax

In a hand i was thinking of Humasah and in the other hand i was thinking of What murad told me . My whole world was turning upside down and my heart clenched every second when i think about the possibility of selim's execution , i wanted to chase that thought away ..