Pile of Words

N.O.

I've been thinking lately.

Whether I should accept it or hurt you even more.

I don't want to pressure myself or you.

I don't want to do something I am not sure about.

I enjoy being with you, but the thought of being left behind hurts me more.

I can't say if I have the same feeling, but I appreciated every effort you exerted.

But I don't want to make things complicated.

I will distance myself as long as I can, and the wound is not yet deep.

I feel irritated recently because I hate how you focus yourself on me.

I hate how you cling to me as if I'm the only person you see.

I don't want you to depend on yourself to me or anyone.

I don't want you to lower yourself just because of a woman.

I don't want you to crave something you can't have.

Because I'm sure that I'm still in my past.