Chapter 1 - Im ok

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"Don't think of anything
Don't say anything, not even a word
Just give me a smile
I still can't believe it
All of this seems like a dream
Don't try to disappear
Is it true is it true
You you
You're so beautiful, that I'm scared
Untrue untrue
You you you
Will you stay by my side
Will you promise me
If I let go of your hand, you'll fly away and break
I'm scared scared scared of that
Will you stop time
If this moment passes
As though it hadn't happened
I'm scared scared scared I'll lose you
Butterfly like a butterfly
Just like a butterfly bu butterfly
Butterfly like a butterfly
Just like a butterfly bu butterfly
You're just like a butterfly
From afar, I steal glances; if we touch hands, will I lose you?
You shine in this pitch darkness that is the butterfly effect
Your light touches, I forget the reality at once
It's like a wind that gently strokes me
It's like a dust that gently drifts along
You're there but for some reason, I can't reach you, stop
You, who's like a dream is a butterfly high to me
Untrue untrue
You you you
Will you stay by my side
Will you promise me
If I let go of your hand, you'll fly away and break
I'm scared scared scared of that
Will you stop time
If this moment passes
As though it hadn't happened
I'm scared scared scared I'll lose you
The small pieces guttered down darkly
From my heart, a barren noise
I don't know if this is reality or a dream
My kafka on the seaside
Don't go to those woods over there
My heart is still shattering on you
(I just wanted to vaporize like this)
My love that is forever
It's all free for you baby
Will you stay by my side
Will you promise me
If I let go of your hand, you'll fly away and break
I'm scared scared scared of that
Will you stop time
If this moment passes
As though it hadn't happened
I'm scared scared scared I'll lose you
Butterfly like a butterfly
Just like a butterfly bu butterfly
Butterfly like a butterfly
Just like a butterfly bu butterfly"


Hi, I'm Jimin. I live with my Hyungs and a " bunny" in Seoul and I Am a idol. I have a lot of money, a big house, people who care about me, I just have so much. But why does it feel like I have nothing? I haven't told them how I felt recently. I get death threats, do people really want me too die? I'm getting fat, I should go on a diet. Why can't I just be perfect? 

(I'll post more when I have the time my peaches, the song butterfly is about suicide that's why I used it for this story, I want to bring up this topic for closer so it's prevented, and I'm using jimin a point of view because he was being harsh too himself because of other people. We love you Chim chim💜)

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 27, 2020 ⏰

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