I'll always be here|| Bennoda

Chapter 39.

Chester's POV:

I waved goodbye to the Cornells as Chris started the car. He was gonna drop me off.
"Ready?" Chris looked at me.
"Yeah" I smiled and Chris pulled off the driveway then drove off.

Jason's POV:

My brother has been so traumatized since the past weeks. He really did miss Chester, a lot.

I was watching TV then got a text from my phone. It was Layla.

Layla:
Did you tell your brother?

Jason:
No. He's still upset from Chester.

Layla:
When are you gonna tell him?! We can't keep this a secret forever!

Jason:
Layla my brother is still traumatized from his boyfriend missing! I can't tell him now! I did once but he didn't pay attention. He'll have too much stuff on his mind! I can't risk that!

Layla:
Fine, tell me when you tell him.

Jason:
I will.

I sighed and threw myself on my bed.

'Things are fucked up'

Mike's POV:

'I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE THIS ANYMORE!'

I pulled my hair and kept on crying. It's my fault Chester is gone, it's all my fault! There's only one way to end this.

I wiped my tears and ran into the bathroom. Talinda is in the kitchen and Jason is in his room, they won't notice me gone. I grabbed some ecstasy, the drug Chester use to take but I helped him get through it. Now I have to end this so Chester can be happy.

I stared at the pills in my hand, small cries came from my mouth and I eventually digested them.

Everything suddenly went blurry, I couldn't feel my body, I felt numb.

'This is all my fault. Please forgive me Chazzy, you'll be much happier now'

Then everything went black.

Rob's POV:

The guys and I were at Brad's house. We told him the problems he's caused along with Anna and he started to cry because of how mad he was at himself.
"I can't believe I did this. THIS IS ALL MY FAULT!" Brad cried, punching the wall.
"It's not Brad. It was Anna's, she influenced you but you can still apologize to Mike. The one who you have to beg for forgiveness is Chester. You hurt him deeply" Phi stated.
"He's right. But I don't know how we're gonna find Chester" I rubbed my forehead.
"We will, I have faith that we will" Joe smiled.
"I am such a dick" said Brad.
"1, you kinda are and 2, don't worry" I said.
Just then Phi's phone rang, he picked it up.

Phi's/Dave's POV:

Hello?
PHOENIX! YOU GUYS NEED TO GET HERE NOW!
Woah! Woah! Calm down Talinda. What's wrong?
IT'S MIKE! HE-HE
He what? What happened??
HE SWALLOWED PILLS AND HE'S NOT BREATHING!!
WHAT?! WE TOLD YOU TO WATCH MIKE TO MAKE SURE HE DOESN'T DO ANYTHING STUPID! HOW COULD YOU NOT WATCH HIM?!
I'M SORRY!! I JUST WENT TO MAKE HIM SOMETHING TO EAT AND WHEN I CAME BACK I FOUND HIM LYING IN THE BATHROOM FLOOR!
GOD DAMMIT TALINDA! WE'LL BE THERE! DID YOU CALL AN AMBULANCE?!
YES! THEY'RE JUST GOT HERE!
OKAY WHICH HOSPITAL?!
SAINT MARSHALL
WE'LL BE THERE!

I hung up and the guys looked at me, worried.
"MIKE TRIED ATTEMPTING SUICIDE! WE HAVE TO GO!" I yelled and they followed me, including Brad.

Chester's POV:

"What are you writing?" Chris asked me.
"Oh uh, it's a song I've been working on. It's called No Roads Left" I smiled as I continued to write in my song book.
"Nice, can you sing a bit for me?"
"Yeah sure but there's a slight problem. I don't know how to sing it"
Chris scrunched his nose "Tell me some lyrics, maybe I can help"
"Okay! Um here we go: Standing alone with no direction. How did I fall so far behind? Why am I searching for perfection? Knowing it's something I won't find. In my fear and flaws, I let myself down again. All because, I run. Till the silence brings me open, I run. Till it puts me underground. Till I have no breath, and no roads left but one"

Chris's POV:

Chester talked the lyrics to me finish. That sounded like a pure, beautiful song. I hope he becomes big.

"That sounded very beautiful Chester"
"Thank you. What do you have in mind with the singing?"
"Mmm, maybe something like..."

I began singing the song to him. He seemed to like it.

"That sounds awesome Chris! Your voice is fucking beautiful!" Chester smiled.
"Thank you Ches" I blushed.
"I will definitely work on it! Thank you so much! I cannot wait for Mike to hear-" He stopped and went sad.
"Thinking of Mike?"
"Yeah... I miss him"
"I know you do Chaz. But once you return, you can get your chance to explain everything"
"Yeah, I just hope he doesn't slap me"
I laughed.
"I'm sure he won't"
"Thank you Chris, for everything"
"It's my pleasure"