Won't Let Go

three

"If this is what Allah has in store for me, then I'd follow His path." Haya calmed herself somewhat as she voiced those thoughts aloud.

"You sure, Haya? This could change your life drastically and marriage is not a joke. What about Farhan? He asked you to wait, right?" Natasha was angry and frustrated at her friend. How can she leave a guy like Farhan and marry someone else?

"If Farhan was in my fate, I wouldn't be in this situation right now. I don't think so we are made for each other. He barely ever calls, I don't think so we will be a good couple."

"You're joking, right? Farhan loves you." Natasha couldn't believe herself, but she was so mad at Haya right now. The thought of Farhan finding out about this and getting his heart broken was already breaking her heart. She cannot see Farhan heartbroken. Not even in her dreams.

"But if this is what is written on my fate then I don't know what else to do." Haya sighed helplessly.

"You sure that the answer was positive?"

"Yes."

"Really?"

"Yes."

"The answer was yes?" Natasha asked for the fourth time in a row.

"Yes. It was positive. I think I'll follow Allah's guide and marry him. What's worse left to happen?" Haya chuckled dryly.

Natasha knew how stubborn can her best friend be at times, so even if she was really very mad at her, she controlled herself and tried to be a supportive best friend, "be happy Haya. If you say that your prayers' answer was positive then I'm sure you'll find your happiness in that marriage. Cheer up."

"I guess so too. I'll talk to you later. Someone's at the door." Natasha frowned at the screen as she hung up the call.

"Take deep breaths. Deep breaths." Natasha told herself as she stared at her screen in disbelief.

Somewhere deep down, that little part of her heart which envied Haya was jumping in joy. She knew it was so wrong of her to feel like this. But she couldn't contain herself at all. She was having a whirlwind of emotions running in her mind.

"Am I acting too selfish?" she questioned herself but her question remains long forgotten as she saw a notification from Instagram, which read; Farhan Sheikh posted a new picture.

Immediately Natasha opened her Instagram app and couldn't help but smile at the post.

"Who gave you the rights to be this handsome, Farhan?" she asked to his picture dreamily whilst liking his post.

@FarhanSheikh_ Was missing my homeland so badly and then someone decided to cheer me up with this kurta. #desilove #missmyhome

His comment section was unusually filled with lots of comments, it was nearly 1.2K comments and she had to rub her eyes twice to check if that was really true.

Curiously, she opened the comments to know what all the fuss was about and her eyes went wide as she saw a comment from a verified account, that person happens to be Sasha King.

@SashaKing_ You look good in everything <3 #dimpleking. And the replies below were more absurd and stupid.

All of them included; are you guys dating? You guys will make a cute pair. Please confirm your relationship status, blah and blah.

Natasha couldn't believe her eyes.

"What in the world is happening?" she asked to herself whilst she opened that Sasha's account and was left speechless at the number of followers she had. Which was; thirty-five freaking million followers.

"That famous, huh?" No wonder people were going all crazy and stupid.

Unable to contain her curiosity, she googled that person and the top news feed left Natasha speechless yet again.

Breaking: Sasha King and her rumoured boyfriend cum fashion designer, "Farhan Sheikh" caught on the camera together. Here's everything you need to know about them. Click the link below.

Her eyes teared up unknowingly. She knew that it was all fake and Farhan would never do that to Haya. But it still hurt her. The news, the images of how close and comfortable he is with that model... everything was too much for her heart to digest.

Why on the earth did she have to fall in love with this guy? She felt like pulling her hair in frustration.

One-sided love is the most dangerous and frustrating thing she has ever experienced and this has to stop at some point. And that point is today, that's what she told herself as she shut her phone down and laid on her bed.

She knew he can never be hers and yet it hurts, every single time.