Don't Forget About Me {M.G.} - completed

Part 41

*the day I'm leaving Trofors*
Me: Martinus we need to talk
Martinus: ok, later..Let me kiss u first
He kissed me but I didn't kiss him back..Actually I went one step back
Martinus: what's wrong babe?
Me: yk, in some hours I'm leaving..I'm leaving Trofors..And teachers said that ur school won't come to mine now..Actually not this year...They said.."Maybe we will come to London next year" I heard the teachers talking about that. And.. I can't be with u while u are so many miles away..It is not possible..I need to talk to u face to face..I need to hug u..I need to- kiss u...So I think that it would be better if we bre-
Martinus: WHAT?! ARE U KIDDING  ME?!
Me:Martinus let me finish
Martinus: ok..
Me:So.. um..if we break up now.. yeah..it would be much better ..And then..when u will come to London with ur school..or for a concert..we will talk again about that..I think that we shouldn't text each other..It would be more difficult..Don't  think that I don't  love u..I love u to the moon and back..that's why I can't live without u..but now life wants us in different places..so this means that we can't be together..Just-I can't with this distance.  It's not that we are not at the same school or sth like this..We live at a different country..Martinus it is really difficult to continue the relationship..We should break up now and just..get over it..both of us.. When I finished I looked at him
His eyes were wet
He came a bit closer
Me:Martinus  no-
Martinus: let me do it..let me kiss ya..for last time..And then u can go..please..do me this favor..I wanna feel the taste of ur lips..for last time..
I didn't talk
I just let him kiss me
I didn't kiss him back at all
This kiss was not like the other ones..It was the last kiss..the end..Now we are nothing..It's over..we are over..I know it was my idea but it still hurts..
Our eyes were both wet
I just left his room quickly
I went in my room
I took my suitcase.
And I went downstairs
There I saw Lina
She was ready too
Marcus was here just to say goodbye
btw me and Mac now are really good friends
He found a new gf and he is happy with her
Marcus: I'll mi- What's wrong Y/N?
Me: Nothing..Everything is ok..
Marcus: Girl, don't lie to me...And..where is Martinus
At the sound of the name he saw that I got a bit sad..ready to cry..
Marcus: I think that I understood..So..um..is it over? Between u two I mean...?
I just nodded
Me: It was my idea because of the distance,  yk..
Marcus: Yeah..It would be really hard..that's true..
He hugged me and I hugged him back
Marcus: I love u bestie..Take care. Hope to see u soon
Me: M2
I kissed his cheek and he kissed mine
Marcus: Byee
Me: Bye Marcus...Lina c'mon let's go...