Sajan FF:"If Destiny Wants"

chapter-110.yahin hoon main

Samrat reached home with happy face.
Indra:kya hua samrat aaj bade Khush lag the
Samrat:meeting successful rhi achha Uday Chala gya
Bui:Haan Chala gya usko kaam tha lkin wo ayega Sunday ko
Samrat:wao sorry bui lkin Maine kvi socha NHI tha ki wo kaam v krega na Mayank KO chuki Usey sirf college ke canteen mei sirf Khana khata rhta tha
Bui:sach btaun Tou muje v achha laga aaj Ka din Kaisa tha
Samrat:jiske paas chashmish ho Tou uska har din achha rhega
Bui:samrat tumhe NHI lgta ki tmhe Shaadi Kar Leni chahiye
Samrat:sorry bui apko patane mei itna wakt lag gya ki Aapke Baal safed ho gye phle hi pat jati Tou Mai sochta
Bui:kya Bola yani ki Tu wohi shaitaan hai ab tak
Samrat:mazaak Kar rha tha ab samrat hai jhan Tou shaitaani Tou hogi hi
Bui:lkin Mai mazaak NHI Kar rhi tumhe shadi Kar Leni chahiye ab Gunjan Tou ayegi ya NHI ye Tou NHI pata lkin tumhari v Zindagi hai tumhe v ek jeevansathi chahiye
Samrat looked at Indra with questioningly
Bui:samrat tume apni ma ki traf dekne ki zrurat nhi hai Mai janti hoon ki wo Gunjan KO apni bahu bnane k sapne dek chuki thi bhut phle hi,Mai janti hoon ki tum Gunjan SE bhut pyaar krte ho,lkin apni beti k liye hum Kisi ki Zindagi barbaad Tou NHI Kar skte.Kalko Sameer aur Sameera ki shadi ho Jayegi wo Dono Apne vaivahik Jeevan mei vyast ho jayenge aur tum akele pad jaoge Tou tumhara v khyal rkne k liye koi Chahiye na tum budhape mei v Gunjan KO hi leke dhote rhoge
Samrat:bui ye aap bol rhi Hain jisne akele hi Apne bachhon KO NHI balki Gunjan aur Nupur ko Pala hai babuji v Kar skte the dusri shadi lkin nhi ki jabki unki do betiyan thi kya Apne unhe force NHI Kiya kvi force Kiya Hoga aaplog ne shayad unhone manna Kar Diya chuki shayad unhe lag rha tha ki unka farz hai Apne bachhon KO palna,unhe ye feeling ATI hogi ki ma ne do bachhon KO janm Diya bhale hi wo chhor k chali gyi lkin unhone ye samaj liya ki unhe palna hai.Khair Gunjan ki ma Tou gujar gyi lkin Gunjan Tou Zinda hai Tou Usk hote hue Mai kaise  shadi Kar loon.Mai Kar chuka hota shadi bachhe jab chote chote the tab lkin Mera pyaar par SE bharosa uth gya tha ya Yun kaho ye Dil sirf chashmish Ka tha aur isliye Maine Apne Dil k quareeb Kisi KO nhii ane Diya...aur ye zaruri Tou NHI ki ek wife hi husband Ka Zindagi Bhar Bhar kyal rke ye v Tou hota hi ki ek husband wife Ka Zindagi bharr khyal rkhe.Chashmish ne muje bachane k liye apni izaat daw pe laga Di mere Dil mei itni nafrat paida Kar Diya ki Mai Usk alwa v Kisi aur k bare mein sochun,usne door hote hue v Mera khyal rka(he remembers how Gunjan was comforting him in pune) tou kya Mai Uska khyal NHI Rakh skta paas hote.Bhale hi humari shadi na hui ho lkin humdono Jude hue Hain ek dusre SE.
Bui: magar...
Samrat:no agar no magar bhuk lagi hai maazdoori Kar k Aya hoon
Bui:theek hai tab tak tum munh hath dholo Mai bachhon KO bula k lati hoon
Samrat:bui jara rukiyega
Bui:kuchh Chahiye
Samrat:NHI kuchh bolna tha
Bui:kya
Samrat:aap bhut achhi Hain Apne mere bare mein Jo Socha wo achha socha lkin Mai chashmish k sath jeena Chahta hoon Zindagi Bhar chahe wo Kisi v halat mei ho isliye
Bui:Mai janti hoon samrat aur age SE Mai khyal rkungi tumhari bhawna ka

After dinner,samrat went to his room and shifted himself on d bed besides Gunjan
"Pta hai chashmish Sameer  KO ab tak Mai padha rha tha ki Babar Akbar Ka pota tha lkin pata hai aaj Sameer ne muje btaya ki Akbar Babar Ka pota tha...main itna hasaa itna hasaa ki aajtak Mai Ulta bolta aa rha tha u know na ki muje history NHI ati.Sameera KO paneer achhi NHI lagti Tou isliye wo paneer NHI khati lkin paneer burger bhut khati hai ab Tumi bolti ho na ki burger NHI khani chahiye,chuki wo bhut unheigienic Hoti hai Mai use smjata hoon lkin wo samajti hi nhi main janta hoon ki jab tum aa jaogi Tou wo tumhari sunegi  wo  tumse bhut pyaar krti hai.Chashmish tumhe pta hai bui theek khti hai ki Maine bachhon KO bigad rka hai lkin Maine isliye Kiya chuki...chuki..
Secret hai.Lkin ye secret maiin tumse share krta hoon Maine socha tha ki Mai bachhon KO bigadunga aur tum sambhalogi.U know that m a spoil brat tou Mai Tou Tou bigadunga hi par tum wapis kab aogi deko tumse mile hue muje 13sal ho gye wakt kaise beet gya kuchh pta NHI Chala Sameer 10yrs Ka hogya lkin aisa lgta hai ki kal hi muje Sameer k bare mein pta Chala jab 3saal Ka tha,Sameera 7ki ho gyi lkin aisa lgta hai ki kalhi janmi ho u know that ki mai kya kehna chah rha hoon,correct m talking about how time passed.Zara Socho 10saal Baad Sameer 20 ka ho Jayega aur Sameera 17 bui mom rhengi ya NHI ye Tou NHI pata aur tum v janti ho Sameer ki Tou chinta NHI lkin sameera..usko ma ki Tou zrurat hogi hi aur mai janta hoon ki tumse Achi ma koi NHI hai.Kisi aur ke liye NHI Kam SE Kam apni bachhi k liye pls pls.Muje lgta tha ki main akele pal Lunga lkin haar gya,ye bhool gya ki tumhari v zrurat hai"he cried holding her hands.
After 1week,it was gunjan's bday.bauji wished Gunjan on phone
Bauji:janmdin Mubarak ho.mai janta hoon ki tum kis sthiti mein hi na tum muje sun rhi ho na tumhe kuchh ehsaas ho rha ye v janta hoon lkin muje apni guilt bahar nikalna Tou isliye tumhe har janmdin par isi trah Mubarak Baad Deta hoon pichhle 4saalon SE sochta hun ki MERI awaaz sunkar tum hosh mei aaogi,Maine bhut badi glt ki lkin Mai janta hoon ki tum muje maaf Kar chuki ho
Bauji cut d call and cried holding d chair.samrat tried to callback bauji but he was not picking up d phone.He thought to remain him alone at this tym.