Sajan FF:"If Destiny Wants"

chapter-69.dil ki thandak

Gunjan drank water took breath in,made herself to forget d things that happened few minutes ago as d next period was hers in standard 11.In 5minutes she heard d sound of bell  headed to take class.As she entered all students greeted her "afternoon"but some of d students were gossiping on watching her
Gunjan:hello students m your new economics teacher....I know u don't know me I don't know u lkin introduction Tou ab honii hi hai
One of student laughed "arey hum Tou tumhe jante Hain I mean apko APK introduction ki jrurat NHI"
Gunjan(with confidence):that's good but m sorry Mai apko NHI Janti ab apna chehra dika skte ho Tou naam btana Tou bnta jai
Student:so u Dont know me well my name is Kunal....Kunal malhotra aur.....ISS school ki sabi ladkiyan mujpe Marti Hain aur Tou aur teachers v.
Gunjan:nice to meet u but......really sorry apna ye charm bahar jak dikana.Okay.....aur kuchh bolna hai
Kunal(with frown):n...no mam
Someone smirked "tch bechara Kunal very bad"
Gunjan:umm what's Ur name
All students were whispering "to whom she asked","kisko puchh rhi mam"
Gunjan:tum Jo Avi thodi Der phle dheere SE taunt mar the the
Student:mam aap muje NHI janti
Gunjan:nope main NHI janti kisiko v aur khaskar ISS class SE Tou Mai kisiko v NHI janti as I m taking this class first time
Student:oh MATLAB apko yaadnhi I m Keshav...Keshav Deshpande
Gunjan:next....
Student:mam I m Kiya gujral
Gunjan:next
Student:panchi rastogi
And so on Gunjan got introduced to all d students
Gunjan:so students aap log ne kya kya pad liya economics mein panchi u say
Panchi: Indian economy after independence,rural development, effect of rural development in d society
Gunjan:ok tou main aplog SE Inn chapters SE sawaal puchhungi r u ready
Students:yes mam

In d office,
Samrat was keeping his index finger on his head engrossed in d deep thoughts "khin na khin Tou mujse Galti ho rhi hai aur wo hai kya Mai khud samaj NHI pa rha company KO Kitna Ghata ho rha itna ghata Tou shayad kvi NHI hua Hoga.Aur upar SE wo AA chuki hai Tou aur dar LGA rehta hai ki Mai Apne bachhon KO kho na Doon jitne v negative things hone hote Hain sab eksath hote Hain.khaor wo shayad ab lgta hai door hi rhegi main Usk bare mein bekar hi tension le rha.....but agar wo kuchh aisa kregi Tou..ISI BAAT ka dar hai usse bol Tou Diya hai ki wo sameer-sameera SE dur rhe lkin kya wo Sachi due rhegi.College mein jaisi thi wo wo uska asli chehra NHI Hoga I can't take risk. I have to spy on her lkin kaise.....mom...hmm mom ye kaam Kar skti Hain lkin mom v Tou office mein hi rhti Hain..aur unki jrurat v hai ISS wakt ISS company KO..aisa kuchh krna Hoga jissse wo harpal busy rhe...waise busy tou Kar Diya hai usko higher classes mei bhej k aur shayad wo ab harkat NHI kregi aisi coz I confronted her today."

In d school,
It was lunch tym and Gunjan was looking for Sameer-sameera on d school railing
"Usually sameer-sameera Tou yhin ate Hain lunch krne Sameer k class k samne lkin aaj.... shayad Sameera k class k samne honge."
She was heading to sameera's class but she stopped remembering samrat's word.Tears came out of her eyes "Maine ye NHI socha tha ki mere bachhe mere samne honge aur main unhe dekh NHI paungi.This is worst than hell,but shld I c my children to assure that they r safe or not???Shayad Haan...agar uss din Mai NHI NHI pahunchti Shi wakt par Tou shayad Sameera ki halat aur badtar ho jati usko blood ki aur Kami ho jati.Lkin aur v teachers honge whan pe agar kuchh aisi khabar milegi Tou hi jaungi"she said while looking towards d direction of sameera's class.Gunjan wept her tears as she saw Keshav coming towards her
Gunjan:Keshav kya baat hai kuchh puchhna tha ya koi doubt hai
Keshav:mam muje apse ye puchhna tha ki kya Apne sach mein muje NHI pehchana.Mera MATLAB hai ki Apne muje kbhi NHI deka
Gunjan:m sorry muje yaa....d NHI
Keshav:achha ye bhakarwadi taste kijiye shayad aap pehchan jayein.Waise aap k hath ki khichdi bhut achhi lgti thi
Gunjan smiled and said excitedly
"Tum yhan aur kitne lambe ho gye ho m sorry Mai tumhe pehchan NHI payi wo actually....."
Keshav:Haan waaise muje v apko yhan dek k bhut hairaani hui gunju mam
Gunjan:achha ye btao ki tum yhan kab SE padh rhe ho aur mr.deshpande I mean tumhare Baba(father)kaise Hain
Keshav:Baba....KO Tou gujre hue 2saal ho gye kair choriye mam aap jail SE kab nikli I know ki aapk nirdosh sabit hui hongi isliye court ne apki saza Kam Kar Di muje pta tha ki aap nirdosh ho Yaad hai Mai hmesha bolta rhta tha ki aap lagte NHI ki Apne koi v galat kaam Kiya hai
Gunjan:kishu Mai nirdosh NHI hoon Maine bhut logon Ka Dil dukaya hai
Keshav:mam u can share Ur pain with me.aap mere sath apna dukh bant skte ho
Gunjan:Keshav ab main Kisi k sath apna dukh NHI bantna chahti chuki na main kuchh Kar skti hoon aur na wo jisk sath Maine apna dukh banta hai aur na tum
Keshav:Shi Kaha Apne mam dukh sbhi k alag alag hote Hain hmara dukh kvi Kam NHI Kiya ja skta aur na koi Chahte hue v Kam  Kar skta.Bhut lucky hote Hain wo log jinka dukh bantne SE Kam hota hai ya kuchh krne SE Kam hota hai.Mera v dukh kuchh aisa hi hai chahe Kitna v kisik sath bant loon Kam NHI Hoga.Baba ne Jo plot bechi thi puna mein unn paison SE Tou Baba ne tai(elder sister)Ka lonavla k engineering college mein admission krwaya,fir Mumbai mei Jo Ghar tha Jise hum pane ki ummeed kho  chuke the wo kharida aur MERI padhai Jo beech mei chhut gyi thi wo continue kra sab kuchh achha chal rha tha lkin bas 1saal tak Usk Baad Baba ko cancer ho gya main NHI Chahta tha ki Tai apni padhai chhode aur paise Tou Mano Yun hi behtr gye dawai mei aur Maine padhai chhor Di lkin phir Usk Baad Maine padhai continue ki  jail mei jhan muje aap mili.Khair MERI padhai Tou NHI chhuti lkin Ghar mein financial condition aise the ki kvi kvi bhooke pet sone ki noubat AA jati chuki Sare paise khatm ho chuke the.Ayi(mother) phir kaam par lag gyi lkin phir v Baba KO NHI bacha payi.Mai v tut chuka tha lkin Maine Apne aapko tutne NHI Diya chuki muje apni tayi KO dekna tha apni ayi KO dekna tha unhe sambhalna tha uss wakt.Isliye Maine apni padhai ko jari rkne Ka socha phir royal academy mein scholarship k bare mein pda for nouvi kaksha SE padai shuru ki
Gunjan:bhut achha Kiya Tumne inssaan ki kitni v khrab paristhiti ho lkin usey housla NHI harnA Chahiye.M proud ki tumhare sath itna sabkuchh ho Gaya lkin fir v Tumne housla NHI hara
Keshav:Apne hi Tou Bola tha gunju mam isliye shayad yhan hoon.Okay mam Mai chalta hoon lunch period khatm hone Ka tym AA rha
Gunjan:theek hai
"And m also proud of u samrat ki tumhare sath itna sab kuchh hone k bawjood Tumne Apne aap ko sachmuch ek strong person saabit Kiya and m glad that I met u,I got a frnd in u,I found my love in u,and thus u r the father of my children not mine it's only yours ....."Gunjan closed her eyes.
Though somehow she managed to bury the feelings of meeting Sameer and sameera but her eyes become greedy to c them everyday and also her heart.
One day Sameer was playing kho-kho along with his frnds and he was doing cheating.
Other groups started pointing him "Sameer ne cheating ki hai,Sameer y u always do cheating"
Sameer:uffo main hide and seek khelun Tou cheating, kho-kho khelun Tou cheating what do u guys want to say???
Mishti:yhi ki tum har game mein cheating krte ho
Sameer:mishti what r u saying u r my frnd u know that I don't cheat ever aur krta v Hun Tou sirf thoda SA Jaise hide-seek
Mishti:firstly Mai Avi tumhari frnd NHI hoon Avi main competitor hoon chuki ye match boys aur girls k beech hai aur tum cheating Kar rhe ho this is not d rule
Sameer:no way muje papa ne sikaya tha we can also play by this rule
Mishti:tumhare papa kya sports person Hain
Sameer:NHI lkin unhe duniya k Sare sports ate hain u hadn't seen that agli Baar Ghar ana aur papa KO dekna aur unse puchh v Lena sbhi sports k bare mein
Gunjan was watching this cute fight standing on d 2nd floor of school building with smile on her face.
"Ab tak iski adat NHI badli.I don't know samrat isse jitta kaise Hoga.How cld I forget ye phle samrat KO jitne Deta Hoga tabhi na.Mera pyaara chhota sa noutanki wala Bandar.Kbhi Mai sochti Hun ki ye whi Sameer hai Jo mere chote SE dupatte KO odhkar MERI God mei so jata tha apni chhoti si hatheli MERI chhati par Rakh k Jo muje bhut sukoon deti thi"her heart sobbed while saying this.
She came into sense when she felt kiya's hand on her shoulder
Kiya:mam ye last period aaj aap hi Ka hai na Tou Mai aaphi KO khoj rhi thi
Gunjan:Haan last period Mera hai tum.. tum...jao class Mai AA jaungi
Kiya:mam...last period ki bell baj chuki hai aur kareeb 7minute ho gye bell bje hue
Gunjan:oh..sorry muje sunai NHI Diya I mean Maine suna NHI Aa....Maine dhyan nhi Diya achha hua tum.. chali... ayi
Kiya:mam humne Aapka intezaar Kiya phir jab 5min hue Tou KD(Keshav) ne apko staff room aur 3rd floor pe dhunda Usk baad maine apko yhan spot Kiya
Gunjan:m really sorry Kiya...pta NHI aaj na time pe dhyan tha na bell pe wo actually...yhan 2nd floor pe environment bhut achha lag rha tha Tou isliye Mai yhaan.......
Kiya:mam muje apse kuchh bolna hai....
Gunjan:Haan bolo
Kiya:u r...very beautiful.
Gunjan:thanku
Kiya:apko APK husband bhut pyaar krte honge haina...oh sorry...u know Mai kuchh v bolti Hun
Gunjan:it's okay I didn't feel bad coz hum ladkiyan aisi hi Hoti hain
Kiya: thankgod u r so open minded okay apki shadi hui hai
Gunjan:na.. Nahi
Kiya:achha apka koi boyfriend Hoga  aur wo apse bhut pyaar krta hogaa hai na akhir aap itne beautiful aur sweet Jo ho..lo class v agaya BAAT krte krte main apni jgah pe jak baith jati hoon
Gunjan(slowly):pyaar krta hogaa NHI......krta tha...aur phir.....kahaani khatm
She took deep breath telling herself "not now Gunjan please"and entered d class.
As d class got finished,Kiya and panchi were fastly packing their stuffs
Kiya:panchi jaldi chalo Hume canteen pahunchna hai
Panchi:Haan Kiya whi Tou Kar rhi hoon waise candles tumhare paas hai na maine tumhe diye the
Kiya:Haan
Panchi:shit match box Lana bhul gyi
Kiya:koi NHI KD le ayega
Panchi:but Der Tou lgegi na...juhi Tu ja canteen aur dek ki sab kuchh ready hai ya NHI
Juhii:okay
Kiya:mam aap v chaliye na canteen humare sath
Gunjan:Kiya m sorry muje canteen Ka Khana suit NHI krta
Panchi:mam plz chaliye na aaj nonu Ka...uff ranveer Ka bday hai aur humne surprise rka hai
Kiya:mam please chaliye na humne Kisi v teacher KO canteen chalne KO NHI Kaha aaj phli Baar hum Kisi teacher KO insist Kar rhe itna
Gunjan:okay Mai ATI hoon tum log jao Mai bas ye record book locker mei Rakh Kar ATI hoon
Kiya-panchi:thanku so much mam
Kiya-panchi left for d canteen and d whole class was empty.Gunjan was leaving for staffroom but Kunal blocked her way
Kunal:Soch rha hoon ki humdono sath chalein chuki main v canteen hi ja rha
Gunjan: Kunal pls Mera rasta chhodo muje staffroom Jana hai
Kunal closed d door
Gunjan got scared
Kunal:don't worry mam chale jayiyega lkin mai Jo keh rha hoon wo Tou suniye
He touched her arms took her stole.
She cried "Kunal pls p....pls...."
Kunal:y r u crying I don't like tears Mai Tou bas apko ye keh rha tha ki aap mere sath jara kuchh quality time bitayiye isse kya hai ki hum Dono fayde mein rhenge so let's start.Btw u r very hot don't worry kisiko v pta NHI chalega
He rubbed her lip gloss from lips was going to kiss her but she pushed him
Gunjan:Kunal tum student ho Mai tumhari teacher hoon
Kunal:teacher ohh lkin pls Mai janta hoon ki tum kya ho.Ek minute ye tumhi ho na teacher ji kitni hot lag rhi ho
He showed her the photos that made her remember the horrible past when she was forced by Neil to do vulgar photoshoots.
He continued "vaise Mai Tou apko bas ye keh rha tha ki Avi hum Dono akele Hain Tou kuchh muje entertain kro.Agar NHI Tou ye photo KO viral krne mein ek second SE v Kam tym lgega pure class mein hi NHI pure school mein"
Gunjan was now thinking that what if her dignity got blemished again yah she lose her dignity everyday herself by spending nights with several men finish their sex  thirsts  but she have to do it for reason , d reason to protect her loved ones but now she is finding this full blackmail but what she cld do.She silently took a duster in her hand
Gunjan:kya Chahiye
Kunal:I want to feel Ur body under me.
Gunjan:okay
She stepped towards him with heavy heart,threw duster on his face.He screamed "AHH...."
She unlocked d door of class and ran to washroom.she started crying her heart out thinking what will happen next???Kunal will surely make those photos viral.
"Di tum Avi yhan Hoti Tou tum muje har aisi cheeZ se bachati tumhi btao Di main kya Karun mana ki Mai Jo har Roz krti hoon aur Jo aaj mere sath ho rha tha usme koi Antar NHI hai lkin kya karoon Di....Mai Jo Roz krti hoon wo main isliye krti hoon chuki main Jiju aur samrat KO tumhari trah kho na dun majboori mei krti hoon aur....a...aa....aaj tumne deka na ki Kunal k...kya Kar...rha..tha...he...he was black.... blackmailing me.Di btao na main kya Karun.. . Di please......Di...please btao na main kya Karun"she was crying sitting on d floor.
After few minutes her phone beeped and it was from Indra.She washed her face to sound normal while talking to indra
Gunjan:Haan mom boliye
Indra:Haan suno tum Sameer aur Sameera KO khin ghuma Lao
Gunjan:kya????
Indra:Haan wo tumhari school mei hi padhte Hain na
Gunjan:Haan lkin...
Indra:samrat KO pta bilkul ni chalega chuki wo business meeting k liye bahar gya hua hai aajrat lautega.Aur unn Dono ko school SE lane k liye samrat ne muje Kaha hai Tou Mai tumhe bol rhi ki aaj Shaam tak time tuum Dono k sath bitalo
Gunjan:mom thanks lkin samrat ne..
Indra:tumhe dur rhne KO Kaha hai janti hoon Sab pta hai samrat ne muje btaya lkin Mai v USI dard SE gujri hoon bhale hi mere paas suhani thi lkin samrat NHI tha ma k Dil ki tarpahat Mai tumhari achhi trah SE samajti hoon chuki Mai v USI dard SE gujri hoon aur tumhare paas Tou na Sameer hai na Sameera.Isliye bol rhi hoon ki unk sath time spend Kar lo khin unk sath ghuma Lao ab deko main janti hoon ki wo mere sath sthir NHI rhne wale chuki wo samrat k bachhe Hain aur Tou aur wo samrat SE v jyada khatarnaak Hain Tou unk pichhe dourte dourte main Tou thak jaungi.
Gunjan chuckled
Indra: tum has rhi ho....Oh MERI pareshani pe has rhi hogi...deko main akiri baaar bol rhi hoon bol NHI rhi Mai warning de rhi ki jao mere pote-poti KO kahin ghumane le jao aur Haan jhan v le jaogi muje inform Kar dena chuki...
Gunjan:chuki...
Indra:chuki muje uss jgah Ake Dono ko pickup krna hai....
Gunjan:okay mom Mai apko inform Kar dungi
Indra:Gunjan kuchh BAAT hai kuchh hua hai tum ek alag awwaz mei sound Kar rhi
Gunjan:no mom wo Mai Soch rhi thi ki Mai unn Dono ko juhu beach le jaun
Indra:juhu beach....umm thik hai best hai wo paas v hai wo school SE aur sath hi main v enjoy Kar lungi....Ake din Bhar kaam SE kuchh chutti milegi
Gunjan:hmm wo Tou hai
Indra:achha Gunjan suno Mai adhe ghante ya 1ghante Baad aungi Tou tum zyada pareshan mat Hona
Gunjan:ookay mom
As gunjan was getting out from d washroom,she collided with Kiya and panchi
Kiya:mam aap Kahan thi hum aaphi KO dhund rhe the aap Kahan thi
Gunjan: Kiya tumlog enjoy Karo Mai NHI Aa paungi
Panchi:kuchh BAAT hai mam aap ro rhi thi
Gunjan:NHI panchi wo....MERI...tabiyat khrab lag rhi Tou isliye mood NHI hai
Kiya:mam don't feel bad Hume isliye laga chuki apka kaajal smudge ho gya hai
Gunjan:ohh achha wo tou muje Mera sir dard de rha aur thodi khansi hogyi Tou isliye
Panchi:mam Mai apko balm Pak dun mere paas hai
Gunjan:NHI panchi no need Mai chalti hoon m fine now
Kiya:ok mam
Gunjan saw Kunal coming towards d canteen.She hided behind the pillar seeing him
"Kunal KO Jo krna hai krne do zyada SE zyada Tou MERI beizzati hogi 4saal SE Tou face Kar rhi hoon ab face Kar lungi tou kuchh ho Tou NHI Jayega aur yhi Zindagi ji rhi hoon .Aur muje school SE nikalemge Tou nikal denge Tou thik hai bhuut Sare kaam hai ISS duniya mei krne KO ek noukri chutegi Tou dusra dhundoongi.So I shld keep these negative thoughts away"
Gunjan consoled herself and headed towards school gate where she saw her two cutiepies waiting for samrat
Gunjan:kiska intezaar hai aur ab tak Ghar NHI Gaye
Sameer:papa ayenge tvi jayenge na
Gunjan:waise papa Tou NHI ayenge muje phone krk Bola tha
Sameera:kya Yani papa Hume bhool gye
Gunjan:NHI lkin wo ye bol rhe the ki unhe ane mein late ho Jayegi
Sameer:oh Tou ab kya Karun
Gunjan:khin ghumne chalein hum teeno
Sameer:lkin papa ne kha hai ki stranger k sath ni Jane khin
Gunjan kneeled down and asked "Mai stranger hoon"
Sameera:NHI aap Tou teacher ho aur papa Bolte Hain ki teacher ki BAAT manni Chahiye.Chalo na bhhaiya
Sameer:lkin papa Hume Lene k liye ayenge tou pareshan ho jayengee aur papa ek saal aur budhe ho gye Hain
Sameera:Haan wo tou hai
Gunjan giggled
Sameer:papa ne apko Sachi Bola hai
Gunjan:Haan ykin nhi hota Tou dadi SE puchhlo.ruko main lgati Hun phone
Sameer talked to Indra and then agreed.But Sameer last time asked for confirmation
Sameer:dadi papa ne apko Pakka Bola tha na
Indra:Haan
Sameer:dadi aap Pakka aoge na Hume pick krne
Indra:Haan ab rko aur jaldi SE jao Yun Tou bhut tang krtta rhta hai samrat KO ki bahar le chalo bahar le chalo ab jab bahar Jane KO mil rha Tou tevar dika the
Sameer: actually papa k sath alag enjoy krne KO milta hai
Sameera:Haan dadi papa k sath Masti  v krne KO milti hai
Indra:I swear tumhari teacher v USI trah masti kregi deko jaldi jao wrna shaam tak whin khade khade sukh jaoge
Sameer:ok dadi bye
Gunjan:ho gyi BAAT
Sameer:hmm ab Kahan Jana hai
Gunjan:juhu beach chalein
Sameera:beach wow hum Pani SE khelenge
Sameer:Han chaloye
Sameera:bhaiya Mai na whan paani SE kelungi,sand SE v
In half an hour they reached juhu beach
Gunjan:chalo chalo chalo Apne shoes khol lo
Sameera:kyun
Sameer:arey jyada Maza ayega aur paani mein Jana hai tou shoe pehen k thodi jayenge
Sameera:okay lkin agar Kisine shoes chura liya Tou
Sameer:achhi BAAT hai na papa Nyi kharid k lak de denge
Sameera:waise papa KO tang krne mein bhut Maza ata hai na
Sameer:bhut(laughed)
Gunjan:arey yhin khade rhoge ki chaloge v aur Haan Mera hath pakde rhna okay
Sameera:oh..oh.okay
They enjoyed a lot ,ate candyfloss,kulfi,
Sameera:bhaiya ye ice-cream kitni achhi hai na
Sameer:hmm Maine pta hai bhut din k Baad taste Kiya bachpan mein hi khaya that
Gunjan:achhi lagi pav bhaji khaani hai
Sameera:Haan lkin thodi Der Baad
Sameer:Haan abi pet v Bhar gaya
Gunjan: okay
Till then Indra also reached there in 1hr and Sameer was having his 5th kulfi
Indra came from behind hitting his head,pulling his ear
Indra:sach sach bta ki ye wali kulfi ab tak kitni Baar kayi hai Avi
Sameer:dadi ye Tou pehli hai Sameera ki ye 10vi kulfi hai
Sameera:bhaiya ye MERI dusri hai joot mat bolo
Sameeer:tum joot bol rhi ho
Gunjan:mom...I mean mam ye Sameer ki panchvi hai aur Sameera ki chouthi
Indra:what...ab nhi ye tum Dono ki last hai bas kuchh v Khao lkin kulfi NHI
Both kids:okay
Now it was going to be 6:00pm in d evening.And it was time for bidding bye to the children
Indra:Gunjan chalo tumhe v drop Kar deti hoon
Gunjan:no mom Mai khud chali jaungi aur waise v Mai auto Kar lungi aur udhar SE Mai short cut SE jaungi aur apko dusre direction mein Jana hai aur samrat Kisi v wakt pahunchta hoga
Indra:ok thik hai ab tumse kaun jeet skta hai bhala bye
Gunjan:bye sammer ,bye Sameera
Sameer-sameera:bye
Gunjan(watching d car):thanks mom for providing me the world's beautiful gift, for giving d time to spend d most beautiful moment.Wo sukoon dene k liye thanku

Then she put on her sandals and catched an auto quickly for going off to home