Sajan FF:"If Destiny Wants"

chapter-45: Unforgivable

Gunjan was sitting on d floor crying bitterly.
She knew that what she did with samrat-ashwini was an unforgivable mistake and she did it most with Ashwini.Though samrat had reason for being rude at this phase as he knows d cause very well but in ashwini's case,it was different.Ashwini knows d half reason y Gunjan did this and half is unknown to her.Gunjan wanted to put her all pain in front of Ashwini now as she knew very well that she had lost samrat already, sometimes she thought "no how could i lose him yah it will take time when he will think calmly"But d truth is she had hurted samrat and she accepts that.
In d shergill mansion,
Samrat was crying on d floor sitting on his knees holding his and gunjan's photo saying "why why u had done this with me???I told u i want to give that protection and security to my children that I hadn't got,I told u I will give that fatherly warmth to my child that I hadnt ever got,I told u I will give that love to my child which was unknown to me in my childhood,tab v Tumne mujse chupaya ki humara koi bacha v hai.Aur main......main v mehssos NHI Kar paya jbki wo mere paas tha Maine usey Khana khilaya,MERI god mei jab wo sukun ki neend le rha tha tab v NHI,jab wo muje dekke hansta tha Tou v NHI samaj paya.How????Coz of u Gunjan only coz of you.He threw the photo on d floor that broke into d pieces.
His phone was ringing continuously but he was not picking it up coz he wanted only Sameer.
Finally he picked up d phone wipping his tears
Samrat:hello I will not be able to come college today
Person:kyun NHI ja paoge college beta
Then he realised,it was Ramu kKa
Samrat:Haan Kaka aaj MERI tabiyat bhut kharab lag rhi
Ramu Kaka:lgegi hi na kuchh kha liya hogabahar achha main parson AA rha rha hoon Avi Nikal rha hoon train MERI late hai
Samrat:aap...train SE AA rhe ho aap ki Avi Avi heart surgery hui hai aur APK sath koi hai v NHI aur train SE Tou a mlap kL yaa parson pahunchoge
Ramu Kaka:beta ab main theek Hun muje Jaan bujh Kar tum Dono ma-bete ne marij bna rka hai
Samrat:no Kaka ap flight SE aaoge train mei khatra hai.Kaka ek aap hi Tou ho Jo Mera khyal krte ho Baki sab jinse Mai pyaar krta tha sab chhod k chale gye.Jinhe Maine apna samja unhone v mere Saath dhoka kiiya
Ramu Kaka:achha theek hai Mai flight SE aunga
Samrat:Ok main apko airport Lene k liye AA jAunga flight k details main apko WhatsApp pe send Kar dunga
Ramu Kaka:beta ek BAAT btana tum phirse Gunjan KO leke pareshan ho
Samrat (fumed): naam mat lo uska,usne mujse sach chipaya hai,wo sach Jo mujse Juda hua hai
Ramu Kaka:Kaisa sach
Samrat(in tears):Kaka pls Avi main Inn sab k bare mei BAAT NHI krna Chahta aap AA jaoge Tou Mai apko bta dunga
Ramu kaka:theek hai beta ni puchunga
Ramu kaka kept d phone on table and Sayed to himself "na janesanrat ki Zindagi mein sukuun kab ayega.Bichara Apne baap k pyaar SE Tou vanchit rha,Indra Bhabhi ki v majboori mei Jana PADA USs Ghar KO aur samrat KO chhor k air bade saabji(samrat's grandfather)KO Tou wakt hi NHI milta tha Apne kaam SE haan Raat ko Roz khane k wakt wo Usk sath rhte the aur jab unki chhuti rhti thi Jo v ho aaj samrat mei jitni v achhi cheezein Hain wo unhi ki badaulat hai.Lkin kuchh cheezein usme aisi Hain Jo unse v achhi Hain Jaise apni glti Ka pashchatap,Kisi ki v madad krna chahe wo achha ho ya Bura aur ye sab samrat ne Gunjan SE sikha hai.
Lkin samrat KO Gunjan SE kya shiikayat ho skti hai.Indra Bhabhi SE puchun shayad unhe pata ho ISS wakt wo office mein hongi aur samrat k bare mein sunk wo apna Sara kaam chorr dengi.Choro aaj Tou main Mumbai pahunch jaunga phir samrat ki pareshani jank Indra Bhabhi SE BAAT krunga"

In d evening, Ashwini's place
Gunjan was in tears worried for Ashwini as it was going to be 7:00pm thinking where she wld have gone,she was also not picking up the phone

Flashback:
After d morning incident,when Gunjan was banging Ashwini's room door,she got tired by continuous crying and also the word used by samrat "you lier","you cheat" was continuously echoing in her ear.Not only this she was thinking about samrat's condition also as she knew that he wld be in the worst condition,somewhere sitting alone and crying.Thinking these things she kept her head on d walls for support sitting on d floor and closed her eyes.She had no idea when she drifted into sleep and her sleep broken by Sameer's voice "mumma mumma mumma.....will u eat icecreaam.Apne kut NHI khaya jab SE aap aye ho jldi SE kha lo wrna aap weak ho jaogi".she saw Sameer standing with plate of sandwich and ice-cream.
Gunjan:Tumne khaya
Sameer: yes pamella ne khilaya.Aur ISI ne muje Bola ki apko Khana dene ko.pamella pta hai bhut achhi hai Mai komoko(khamka)ispar tillata tah.sorry pamlla
Lamela:not pamella it's lamella
Sameer:Kaisa naam ae
Gunjan-lamela  smiled and Gunjan realised ashwini's room door was open but Ashwini was not in d room.She asked lamella about ash
but lamela said"Ashwini mam bhut gusse mei thi lkin wo bike pe baithe wakt shant ho gyi aur college chali gyi
Gunjan: lkin Ashwini salwae kammeez mei bike kaise chalayi hogi.
Lamella:mam wo aaj jeans top pehen k gYi hai college.
Flashback ends