Stay with me

Part 15

I woke up and inhaled lightly to the cold air against my skin. The ache in not only my jaws but the one in my head were all gone. Avalina was right, I would be able to control the constant blood must as long as I wasn't near humans yet and Kat would come by sooner or later to help teach me to get a formal grip on it so I could be near Simon... Or anyone again. I closed my eyes and only just realized that Avalina wasn't in the room with me anymore so I hurried to get changed into black skinny jeans and a red tank top with a black zip up jacket before leaving the room. Then again, there was only so much in this world we could control... So why would I try to fight it? I heard killing your side can make you human again if you've not lost your humanity... But I loved her. She was in the shower so I decided to cook some pancakes and bacon with two cups of juice and waited for her. When she came to the kitchen she back hugged me and rested her chin on my shoulder.

Avalina: "Smells good. Can you even eat this though? You're not like you used to be babe... You may not have the stomach for it yet."

I sighed lightly and nodded. She was right.. I probably couldn't stomach it. I didn't want this of course... But things happen for a reason.

Isabel: "Even if I can't... You can. Right? Eat... I'm not the same, I'm not human and neither are you... But I want it to at least feel the same."

She kissed my neck and let go before moving away and taking the plates to the table with the food and sat across from me.

Avalina: "Izzy. If you don't think you can then don't. I won't use my powers as y our Sire to control you again unless I feel it's truly needed to help you in some way."

Isabel: "Does it matter? I'm not the same like you said... But does this have to change me? I'm supposed to be lucky and happy... But I've lied so much to everyone... I can't heal myself and it hurts. It seems to me like now I'm making up for it for eternity."

A tear slid down my cheeks. I wasn't sure how to feel, at first I'd been so shocked, then hurt... Then I wanted her to take the pain away but now all I felt was sadness. What if I hurt someone close to me?

Avalina: "Stop it. I knew the choices and consequences that would come with changing you but I took them and now we're sticking this long road out together."

I smiled and touched her cheek with a gentle kiss.

Isabel: "Ava-"

An unearthly scream filled the air as she jumped in front of me and coughed blood from a red smoke that went into her heart making even me feel it... This... Was the end?! No... I reached out for her as she hit the ground and blood began to spill to the ground... Tears slid down my cheeks while I pulled her into my lap... Feeling my body start to pulse with pain.

Isabel: "No... Long road. You said long road. You... No."

She smiled and trailed her hand down my cheek... Only one thing could kill a vampire like her, when she willingly let her guard down and that was my fault.

Avalina: "Shh. Long road baby... You know what? I think... I prefer this... Maybe in our next life... We can be together.... Truly."

Tears spilled down my cheeks as I kissed her as I cried and felt her body slowly disapate in my arms.... My own body becoming weak as darkness took over.

I sat up in bed, panting and looking around. I was in my old apartment and no Avalina.... Was it all a dream? I looked at the time and realized the date was only the twelfth of December... Before I met Ava? Was... It real?

-ANNNDD that's where this ends. I'm sorry it's a bad ending. But... This is all I can do.. I'm sorry again.-