WANT MY DAYS BACK

Chapter 42 Pain

Aaradhana POV

"Yes. Everything is simple to you Aaradhana." echoed a voice not to be missed. I looked furious whereas Koushik was cool about everything as though he knows what is happening.

"Zoey" i blurted out

"Yes Zoey here" she told and walked forward

"Zoey, your misunderstanding everything from the start" i tried to defend

"Did you both kiss on that day?" she asked, i didn't reply "Didn't you have sex?" i felt so ashamed on doing that now. I couldn't utter a word. I was in between these both.

"Zoey i was the one to call you. Talk to me not her" Koushik said. I looked at him

"Your defending this whore now Koush-" a high pitch angry tone from her

"Stop calling her by names" he told

"Koushik are you mad or what? Haven't you seen that video? And why the hell did you call me to her place. I don't want to breathe same air or were you having sex yesterday night also?" she told.

She was insulting me. I couldn't digest the fact "Were you the same Zoey who i studied with?" i asked her sadly, holding my tears. I don't want to break down. Not especially infront of Koushik again.

"No. But your the same bitch" she insisted each and every words, making me realise she was not the one i was friend with. "How do you coax men? Is it inborn? Your more talented to get any men you wanted but why him? You were always like this. Taking away mine" she had so much of venom in her voice. 

Before i could talk, "Shut up Zoey" she moved her eye towards Koushik "I am mine. I am nobody's property." he walked in front blocking me from Zoey "I called you here to tell you something. If you want to listen shut the fuck up or else the door is opened you may leave" he said pointing his finger towards the door.

"Yes i wanted to listen why the fuck you called me to this bitch house"

"I warned you to not call her names Zoey" he shouted

"This bitch-" she kept on abusing me

"That bitch whom you are calling is my Wife dammit" she was hell shocked. Not even a word came out of her word

She breathed heavily "Just because you fucked her she can't be your wife moron" she said

"Yes. She didn't become my wife just because i fucked her. I fucked her because she is my WIFE" he stressed each and every word to make sure that it gets into her deep soul.

"Are you on your right mind. Stop bluffing" she said

"I am not. She is my wife. We both got married around 8 months back" he said

"Are you joking now?" she asked him

"No Zoey. He is telling you the truth. I was supposed to get married to Arun Thakur but at the last moment he eloped with his girlfriend and my dad begged his dad to make him as the groom. Since it took place at last moment, nobody knows about his wedding. Not even to his close friend Ansh until we told him" i couldn't control and told her the truth on his behalf

Nobody could spoke a word after. Don't know about others but this silence was killing me. It was very evident of emotional turmoil on her face.

Before she could burst out "Apart from my parents and you, nobody knows about our marriage" i lied. I knew few people started to figure out about our relationship "And we planned to take divorce after a year from our marriage. Wait for four months i will give him divorce then we will legally seperate. You can have him" i told her. Drops of tear fell from my eyes, i never though the word divorce would pierce my heart.

"Shut up Aaradhana" Koushik said "You can't tell what will i do after divorce and i never asked you to advocate for me. I don't want you to interfere. Don't keep on crossing your boundary Aaradhana" he said. I bit my lips to control my tears. I walked out to my room and sat. But i could clearly hear their conversation.

"Zoey, i don't want to lie to you anymore. When i was in worst phase of my life, i got married. Eventhough i married her for my parents, now she is my responsibility. I will do whatever to save her names. In office or outside." he said. I couldn't see her reaction. But i don't want to go out after getting scolding from Koushik. "Right now i'm not sure whether i have feelings for anything for you" there was a pregnant silent.

"Do you still think you can save her?" Zoey voiced out. I was eagerly waiting for Koushik but i couldn't hear anything from him. Am i expecting so much from him? I shouldn't. I don't know how am i going to repay him.

After many hours, i heard from Koushik "I wanted to save you" my eyes started to pour heavily. I couldn't control the pain in me. If i stay in this room any more second, i would do something everybody would regret. I quickly took my jacket. Opened the room door. Zoey was looking clueless at him and dangerously close. He was looking for her reply. As soon as they heard the door shut sound. They looked at me.

"I will just go out. You both continue" i said and walked as fast as possible.

I don't know where my foot taking me to. I couldn't stop my tears anymore. I poured my heart out. People around me looked at me pathetically but i was not in the mood to care. I ran. I ran. I ran. I ran till i could find zero human being around me. I shouted at nothing.

Truth are always brutal.

He still loves Zoey.

He wanted to save Zoey

From me?

I squeezed my heart so hard to relieve my pain. Nothing was working out.

Did i deeply fall for him?

But why?

"she is my responsibility" the words echoed. I was just a responsibility to him. I'm making it hard for everybody.

It's hurting god!

"It's hurting" i shouted

"It's paining" i cried

"It's paining"

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