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Arne Cabral, an eighteen-year-old boy who is in love with his best friend. His *male* best friend. But, being a heterosexual all his life he had not felt anything towards other men but Feivel. Was he gay? Or was he gay for Feivel?
Feivel...
I was pouting the whole way here, that I didn't even take notice of the place. The last thing I paid attention was that we weren't in the city. Somewhere, full of greens surrounding the roads on both sides. And again, I spaced out.
The only thought on my way here was "what would happen after this?" To us, to me, to junior.
I was sure as hell that junior is Feivel's life. And I'm proud that my idiotic, childish best friend turned out to be such a great father. But, I was scared of us.
We were now in a sensitive phase, I could never go back and change anything. But, I can't trust. I can't trust that I could give Feivel an honest chance. Or maybe I'm afraid that I would actually give him a chance and end up being hurt in the end.
Again.
As I said before "this is last time for us" and try to make everything between us, not normal, but good enough to smile when we meet again.
[A/N: I felt my emotions overflow here. Anyway, continue]
I'm not ready to get hurt.
To hurt him.
To hurt us.
To hurt them.
Suddenly, our walk came to a halt. Making me hit my head to his hard chest. Seems like he's been staring.
"Hey, are you okay?" I felt his palm on my left cheek caressing. He then wipeout something from cheeks. I lunge my hand to my face to notice that my blindfolded eyes have been flowing.
I have been crying.
"O-oh, no. T-this is nothing. Maybe the irritation from the fold. Are we there yet?" I say in a crooked voice wanting to be convincing.
I was literally crying at thought of leaving him. How could I possibly leave him?
"Yeah. I'm sorry. Let me take down the fold" his voice downpouring sadness.
"Don't be, Fei. I'm okay" I smile looking at his seeming direction. He tugs the blindfold and slips it away from my eyes over my shoulders which made me stand an inch away from my face.
I slowly open my eyes adjusting to the daylight. The first thing, I see Feivel smiling sadly at me. I return a gleeful grin which makes him chuckle. He cups my face and rubs out the remaining tears.
"I'm sorry" he mumbles.
"Oh, shut up, Fei and tell me where ar-" I trail off as I turn to look at our surrounding and stand stunned.
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A whole field of lavender and sunflowers with a path to walk at intervals. Two bicycles parked feet away from our stand. A basket placed beside the cycles which god knows what in it and a picnic mat sticking out the basket. The wind flow making the whole area soak in mind-calming fragrance.
