Chasing Wildness (Chase #1)

Chapter 28

Jhace Mikael POV

"Uy pre. Okay ka lang?"

My eyes landed on Laderas who is giving me a confused look. I returned my gaze on the direction where she headed, before I answered him, "Yeah...I think so...."

"Ang drama mo pre," I saw him shaking his head in the corner of my eyes. I sighed, then looked at my phone, staring at its wallpaper which has been always HER. I smiled bitterly.

I'm so sorry babe. I'm so sorry for being such an asshole, for being a douchebag...for being weak. At alam ko na kahit paulit-ulit akong magsorry sa'yo, it won't be enough. It won't be enough to fix the past, to fix the scars that I've buried in your body, to fix the bad memories that I had caused you. But still, I won't miss this chance. Now that I finally saw you after all these years giving me a hope that you are finally back, I won't stop looking. I won't stop haunting. I won't stop chasing even if it means giving up the light that I've once stolen from you.

My wondering was interrupted when I felt a sting in my head.

"What the fuck dude!" I gave Laderas an annoyed look while massaging my forehead. I bent down, then picked up the bottle which he had thrown to me, which in return, ay ibinato ko rin sa kanya, nang MAS malakas.

"Tangina pre! Ang sadista mo." I grinned in satisfaction when I saw a small bump in his forehead. But my sudden rejoice was stopped when he continued his words, "Kaya ka iniiiwan eh. Ang hilig mong manakit." 

That made me frozen in my spot, pero binigyan ko din siya ng masamang tingin pagkatapos makarekober. He just gave me a peace sign as reconciliation which just made me more annoyed.

Pero fuck! That's a bull's eye for me.

"Pero huwag mag-alala pre. Loyal naman ako sa'yo. Mahal nga kita eh, kaso mas mahal ko ang misis ko. Oh yeah, ang pogi ko talaga." He grinned while flexing his biceps. I just shook my head, then started walking para iwan siya. We need to go back to Belle's room, or else we'll be facing her wrath. Mahirap paghintayin ang buntis.

I smiled sadly. Maybe, if I wasn't an asshole back then, she could have stayed. We could have been married years ago, and I could be a man right now, smiling like an idiot while thinking of his lovely wife. We might have kids already, maybe about two, and another baby coming on its way. I grinned at my thoughts. A basketball team won't be bad if she will allow me.

I sighed again when I realize that everything remains like a blur right now. If I had just chosen to fight for our love, I won't end up like this, someone who is dreaming to reach my love from afar. Who is again, nowhere to be found.

I fasten my pace.

"Tangina ka pre! Manghintay ka naman!" I heard Laderas shouting but I just continued my fast steps.

"Dakilang mang-iiwan ka talaga eh no. Sige ka, 'di na babalik si babe mo---"

"Can't you just fuck off! And follow me. Dami mo pang satsat," I cut him annoyingly, pagkatapos ay bahagyang binagalan ang lakad.

Mabilis naman niya akong inakbayan nang maabutan, "Aysus pre. I know that you are not patient in waiting except to your labidabs."

I gave him a bored look before attempting to remove his arms. Pero mukhang nang-iinis pa ang gago kasi nagawa pa nitong magpabigat.