Chasing Wildness (Chase #1)

Chapter 23

Hindi pa ako nakakahuma sa surpresang halik ni Vince nang maramdaman kong may humablot sa akin papalayo. Pilit kong inaninag ang salarin habang kinakaladkad ako palabas ng club. And I was left with an 'o' when I recognized his face. His gorgeous face.

Kahit wala ng lakas dahil sa kalasingan, walang habas kong pinilit na bumitaw dito, but I failed. He even gave me a death glaring stares before he angrily spoke."What the fuck Danicka? Now you are showing your true color huh? My mom was right, you're a cunning slut. Who knows, you might be a gold digger as well."

Walang pag-iisip na sinampal ko ito ng malakas. But he seemed not to care instead he forced himself to kiss me na siya namang iniwasan ko.

Tila mas lalo itong nagalit sa reaksyon ko, "Fuck up Danicka. Bago ka mapakinabangan ng iba ngayong gabi. Ako muna." With that said, walang awa niya akong binuhat sa loob ng sasakyan niya, pagkatapos ay mabilis itong inilock.

I tried so hard to avoid his painful kisses pero masyado itong malakas. I even tried to kick his balls pero mabilis nitong nahawakan ang paa ko at tila demonyong bumulong, "Try to resist me babe. And I will make your family and friends' lives a living hell."

Nahihintatakutan akong napatigil sa pagpasag at walang imik na umiyak. I felt him forcedly tear up my top, same with the skirt that I am wearing. And my tears fell down more when I felt him harshly sucking my neck down to my chest.

Nang magsawa, I felt him unhooked my bra without me knowing, and played with my bosoms roughly. Patuloy lang siya sa walang awang pagsimsim sa katawan ko habang ako ay patuloy na lumuluha.

Maya-maya pa ay narinig ko na naman ang pagpunit ng isang bagay. And now, I am fully naked. Forcely naked.  I felt him touched my thing down there, softly at first, but harsh thereafter. I silently cried. I felt no pleasure, but pain. Can somebody stopped him? Please.

Mariin lalo akong napapikit nang maramdaman kong may puwersadong pumasok sa loob ko. I cried more in pain without him noticing. I tried looking at him kahit sobrang nahihirapan, and there, he looks like he doesn't even care of considering to take me gently. He looks like a beast of hell. He doesn't look like my Mik. My Mik who cares for me as if I am a precious porcelain that needs to be poured with love and devotion.

I bit my lip when I felt no pleasure yet all pain.  I smiled bitterly inside. Cause, no. I never had a Mik, 'cause now I am enlighten that he was never true to me before. Maybe to him, I was just a trophy that he needs to get, then trashed me out thereafter. Ganyan naman ang mayayaman 'di ba? Kaya tangina nila.

When he reached his zenith, he just closed his eyes and then sleep, leaving me with full of tears in my eyes. Nandidiring napahawak ako sa katawan ko.

I feel so disgusted. I feel so used up. I never thought that my love of life will also be the one to crush me, destroy me, and kill me. Sana hindi na lang ako nagmahal. Sana hindi ko na lang pinaglaanan ng pag-ibig ang maling tao. Sana. Puro sana.

Kahit nanghihina, pilit kong inabot ang controller ng sasakyan para mabuksan ito. Nang magtagumpay, mabilisan kong pinulot ang mga damit kong kahit sira sira ay isinuot ko pa rin para lang may maipangtabon sa hubad kong katawan.

When I successfully got out of the car, ika-ika akong naglakad para bumalik sa club. Ngunit hindi pa ako nakakapasok nang makita ko si Vince na mukhang kanina pa ako hinahanap. Bago pa ito makareact sa hitsura ko, mabilis akong yumakap dito habang walang humpay na lumuluha, "Tangina Vince. Sana ikaw na nga lang ang minahal ko. Putanginang pag-ibig ito. Bakit lahat pinaparanas sa akin 'to."