Two World's Collied; College Life (Jemi)

Till next time

From Joe: Hope you can still come to the party Friday some of your friends or old friends ask about you

From Joe: Sorry about last night come to the Party and well pretend nothing happened

From Joe: I wish you and Andy the best hope to see you Friday

He texted so i decided to reply since was bord waiting for this to Start.

To Joe: I told Andy we spend the day together yesterday, he wasn't to happy about that i didn't till him nothing else just that we ate hug aout at the beach and watched a movie

From Joe: So im guessing your not coming Friday

To Joe: No, i need to not see you again im in a relationship with Andy and seeing you has me thinking other things

From Joe: Come ill apologize to you and him face to face

To Joe: That's not happening besides Andy has practice all day that day and i wanna watch and help him and spend as much time i can with him before school starts for me

From Joe: I guess this is good bye then huh

To Joe: I guess so ill see you around Joe, if we are meet to be then let me find out the hard way. Don't wait for me who knows maybe the love of your life isn't me. Maybe Andy isnt the love of my life Maybe neither Andy or You are the love of my life. Who knows? Well find out one day bye Joe ill see you around

I send out to him as a tire falls down my face and a few more. I need some air. I stand up and go outside and walk around in a circle i needed fresh air. I quickly wipe my tires away as i see Andy parents walking towards me.

"Hey sweetie" His mom says hugging me

"Hey i didn't know you guys were coming" I say

"Of course we are we come to every one" His Dad say as i give him a hug

"What are you doing outside" His mom as

"I got bored just sitting there so i came out to get some fresh air and let the California sun hit me" I say

"Let's hope you don't get sun burn your so pale leta head on inside" His mom says we take our sets and the show starts about 20 minutes later it was about 3 hours long and let me say Andy did amazing im so proud of how long he's come he has improved so much in his journey and im excited to see him finish this. After that they give them the scores and Andy did the best he ever done these past few weeks and i was proud of him. He showerd and got dressed and we went out to eat with his parents. After dinner we went to his house and since he didn't have practice or anything tomorrow and i leave tomorrow he wanted to have sex but i wasn't in the mood and just told him i was tired. He was okay with it so i ended up falling asleep.

A few days passed and i was back in Irvine. I walked in the dorm it was only 3:30 and Amber was watching tv.

"Hey, how was going home" She asked

"Ughh awful" I say laying down on my bed

"Why what did you do" She asked

"I cheated on Andy with my ex boyfriend" I say and she had a worried look on her face

"Tell me everything" She says Turing the tv off

"My birthday was the 20th and Andy and i spend all day together that night when i got home my ex. Boyfriend Joe came to my house with flowers and chocolate we didn't do anything but he did stay the night. That next dad we spend all day together and that night we went to his apartment he shares with his twin sister and her boyfriend. They weren't home when we got there we went to his room had sex. Andy popped into my head and i felt extremely guilty. I didn't want his sister or her boyfriend seeing me so i stayed the night the next day i told Joe i can't see him again he took me home and i went to Andy competition i told him about the day i had with Joe but leaving the sex part out. That night Andy wanted tk to have sex but i told him i was tired and i was acting weird the rest if the days i was there but i just told him i was tired not quite sure he believe me" I say

"Wow, so you still have feeling for your ex" she asked

"I lost my virginty to him and we been though a lot and we were only together for 5 mouths and i did fall in love with him" I say

"Tell me your and this ex story" She says so i tell her all about Joe and i

"Yea i can see why you still have feeling for him" She says

"I know but i took Andy virginty and i do love him just not sure if im in love with him but i don't wanna break his heart. I do still wanna be with him" I say looking up at the ceiling

"If you don't wanna break up with Andy have him break up with you, but Andy seems like a great guy. Joe the one who changed his whole life because of you. In my opinion your gonna start your first class tomorrow. College aint like high school its less hours but more work and the teachera aren't gonna let you slid just because your a cheer leader. I'll say jusy focus on school and cheer Demi, boys are just more to add on your plate you won't have time for them" She says

"I guess your right ill just take day by day i guess" I say