Helpless state
Beaten on bed,
Swollen eyes
Cracked head.
My veins flow fire
But I still can't help it,
The fake gentlemen exterior
Doesn't change your interior a bit.
I limp everyday
You pay a blind eye,
I still curse the day
I fell in your sugar coated lies.
I was oblivious of your dominance
That white satin wrapped around me,
Just gave me a vision
A vision of me being free.
I last smiled on my wedding
A wedding which was a disguised funeral,
The flowers that fell on me
Were the blooms of my burial.
That smirk of yours
Engulfs you with the feeling of control,
It surprises me how you changed
From the protector to the murderer of my soul.
That soft caressing hand
Now stain my cheek red,
The earlier eager wait of your presence
Now fills me with dread.
The intensity of the contact
Shows the intention,
How you started, how you ended
I don't have words to mention.
Your ego growls with every hit
Your inner demon unleashes bit by bit,
Under this desolate canopy now I sit
As my life has fallen into a jeopardized pit.
I just hope
This pit leads me to my grave ,
As my numb senses know
That's the only path for a jiffy escape,
To reach my only heaven
That's Safe.....
My cries were not muffled;
They were choked.
-REEVES
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