•Angst/Emotional
•relationship break up
(lyrics: Queensryche Real World)
Strange, the view from here
Words we spoke, forgotten at the time
Now replay in my mind
"Shouta never leave me...I love you so much...aah...mmm."
"God! Don't know what I would do...without you to keep me in the real world Baby...hnnng"
Shouta was sitting in a large picture window that had ledge, with the love of his life, facing him as he made love to her. Her soft pants and crying out of his name mixed well with rain in the night. His groans were music she couldn't get enough of. If someone was to be a "peeping tom", they would only see bare skin and a couple tightly embracing.
What went wrong, what was right
Looking back, I never was there for you
You didn't say, but I know it's true
"Shouta I miss you! Can we do something this weekend? I know you have your students and patrols but can you just tell me you still love me?....I used to mean so much to you. " the broken hearted girl cries on the phone to him.
Eraserhead replies in his cold, apathetic tone, "Yeah Baby I love ya, but you knew this about me when we met. I have to get back to work. Don't wait up."
can't find the real world alone
Every time I think I've won
I hear your voice inside, questioning
Where have you gone
Can't you remember feeling so alone
You always had the answer that I could not see
The UA teacher begins to notice his Baby doesn't text or call him anymore since that conversation two weeks ago. He comes home early one night to make things up to her but only finds his house empty. His girl's set of house keys, sitting on the kitchen counter.
The handwritten note says" ~ I love you so much Shouta but I can't be in your life like this anymore. Don't come looking for me...may you get the happiness you deserve."
Aizawa whispers to the empty house, "My sweet girl, please forgive me. I love you and I miss you with all my heart. I am a fool..."
I can't find the real world
I can't find the real world
I can't find the real world alone
Months later, Shouta sits in the picture window and rubs his thumb over a tank top. His Baby girl forgot it as it was in the laundry basket. It still has his girl's scent on it. It's raining just like that night but it's not a happy occasion. He wonders where his girl has gone.
"Are you safe Baby girl? I fucked up...just come home." Shouta says to the rain outside.
I can't find the real world
I can't find the real world
I can't find the real world alone
Shouta rests his tired head on the glass with his eyes closed. He opens them again to rub and sees someone standing in the rain, peering up to the window. That small someone is peering up at him with sad eyes. His hand goes to the glass as he whispers,
" Is that you Baby girl?"
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•Eraser Tales•(Aizawa)
Fanfiction(mha🍋) (🔖Wattys 2022 nomination) A collection of short stories and one shots featuring Shouta Aizawa aka Eraserhead, ranging from lemons to angst, yandere and romance to sudden loss and everything in between. This is a writing project to create...
