𝘀𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗻𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 ⇉ 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘢 𝘱𝘰𝘭𝘪𝘣𝘪𝘰

𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 ; u really know how to make a guys heart race.

"are you two not married?"

"oh..n.. yeah we are actually. got married young." you said.

he nodded before leaving. you looked back to mattia, sleeping.

"i'm sorry mattia. this is all of my fault." you said and kissed his hand, then laid down on his arm.

"y/n" you heard mattia croak.

you lifted your head to see him opening his eyes.

"hey, i'm here.. i'm here." you said reassuringly and grabbed his hand, then gave it a squeeze.

"are you okay?" he asked, struggling to get words out.

"i'm fine now." you said looking for a bottle of water, you found one and took off his breathing mask so he could have some.

"drink some water." you put the opening to his mouth a poured a little in.

"thanks." he said grabbing the bottle with his hand.

"your leg?" he said looking down at you.

"it's not broken, just bruised up bad."

"where's my brother?" mattia asked, you sighed, not wanting to be the person to deliver the news.

"mattia..."

"he died?" mattia asked, his voice cracking.

you nodded. he looked away from you and to the ceiling.

"this is all my fault." he whispered putting his hands over his face.

"no it's not... if i would've gotten us a ride then we would be okay it's mine."

"stop." he said. "y/n please don't lie to try to make me feel better."

"he's... really gone?" a few tears coming out of mattias eyes.

you nodded. "i'm sorry."

he shook his head in denial, "he can't be gone, not him."

"do you want some time alone?" you whispered and stood up.

"no." he grabbed your hand, "stay with me please."

"ok."

he wiped tears from his eyes. "can.. you hold me?" he whispered. "of course."

he moved over and made space for you to lay on the bed. you laid down with him and wrapped your arms around him.

he cried silently before the two of you fell asleep.
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you woke up from the sound of mattia yawning, you opened your eyes to see mattia had his arms around you now.

you smiled , oddly liking the feeling of being held by him.

"hey." you felt mattia whisper in your ear, sending chills down your spine.

you turned over to face him. "how you feeling?" you asked.

"i feel very shitty but what do you expect?"

"mmm"

"hey, i never got to thank you." you said.

"for what?" he asked raising his eyebrow. "when you pulled me out the car, also when i was having a panic attack you helped me."

"wanna remind me how i helped you calm down?" he said. "huh?" you whispered.

he leaned in and kissed your lips, your eyes widened in shock at first before closing them and engaging in the kiss.

three nurses rushed in after the two of you kissed, "what happened are you okay?" the girl asked him.

"i'm fine.. what happened?"

"your heart rate levels up went up abnormally. just checking."

"why did that happen.. is he okay?" you asked.

"what were you two doing before we got in here?"

"well..." you looked at him, "i kissed her." mattia said confidently.

the two nurses sighed in relief and walked out, the one staying in.

"wow, you really know how to make a guys heart race." she said to you before leaving.

"i did that? never knew i made you feel that type of way." you said and winked at him.

"oh get off of me." he said and laughed. "you aren't that special."

you put your hands up in defense, "hey i'm just saying, it's cute you feel that way."

he rolled his eyes and pushed you off of him.

"you should go home and get some rest."

"since when does the mattia care about what i need?"

"since we almost got killed in a car crash." he said.

you nodded, "you gonna be alright?"

"i'll be fine."

you waved and walked out the door and went back into your room and waited for a doctor come in to tell you when you could leave.

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sorry it's not as long , couldn't leave u guys hanging like dattt