"Come on babe... Just come with me. You can hang out with Shawn another time." I begged her as I pulled her closer to me.
"No."
"What? Why?"
"Because I already said yes, it would be rude to cancel on such short notice." She said and rolled her eyes.
"Come on..."
"Jesus Nash! You're getting on my fucking nerves!" She shouted and pulled back.
"Oh... I'm sorry..." I mumbled.
"Nash I-I'm sorry, I didn't mean it like that..." She excused herself.
"No I'm sorry... I should've understood when you said no."
I told her that, but honesty, I felt like shit now. I just love her so much and want to be with her and she tells me I annoy her. How does she think that makes me feel? Well I've got an answer for her, not good.
She smiled and pecked me on the lips, like to tell me that everything was okay.
She pulled away and I turned around to see that Shawn was behind me at that moment.
"Oh hey Shawn." She smiled at him, still in my arms.
"Hey guys... Eva are you ready to go?" He asked her as he looked at the ground, not even looking at me.
Like dude, I'm here and I know what you're up to. What am I saying, there's probably nothing going on. Shawn and Eva are just friends and he knows she's my girlfriend. Mine. Although I will keep my eye on him, because Eva is mine and mine only.
"I'll see you later." She told me before going into Shawn's car and closing the door.
I sighed loudly when the car left the driveway and pulled away. I'm sure it's all in my head, but I feel like something is wrong...
That's why I decided to get back in my car and follow them, just to keep an UR on her. I don't want anything not... appropriate to happen.
EVA'S P.O.V
"Oh, I love this song!" I said and turned the volume up loudly in the car as I sang the lyrics to Tonight You're Perfect by New Politics. **LISTEN, TO THE SONG WHILE READING THIS IT FITS PERFECTLY**
Shawn just looked at me and laughed. His laugh is so adorable.
Like Nash's laugh...
Why am I think of him right now, he did say he was sorry, but I'm kinda mad at him right now. Why didn't he just accept that I was hanging out with Shawn and that I just couldn't cancel?
Why did he overreact like that? That really posses me off. I wish he could just understand and not be like that, maybe he was sincere and dos understand after all. I just really don't want Matt to be right about all this.
"I'm hungry." I said when the song was over.
"Me too." He responded.
"In-n-out?" We both said at the same time as I looked at him.
We both laughed and he nodded. In-n-out it is.
***
"You eat so much!" He said with big eyes when we sat at a table at the back of the restaurant and I laughed.
"I just fucking love food." I giggled and he smiled at me.
I checked my phone again to see if Nash texted me, but nothing. I hope he's not mad. I don't want him to think I'm cheating or anything, that's the last thing I would do to him. I just can't believe I'm letting him ruin my time with Shawn. He's all I think about and even when I'm slightly mad at him, I want him to text me or call me just so that I can hear him tell me how much he loves me. But I shouldn't be thinking of that right now. Yes I love him and all thy shit, but he posses me off earlier, so I should just have fun and go with it. He's not the only guy I can talk to. And he's not the only thing I can think about 24/7.
Yet that's all you think about.
"What are you thinking about?" Shawn asked me as he poked my arm.
"Oh, nothing." I told him as I took another sip of my drink.
"Doesn't seem like nothing."
"I just don't want to talk about him." I shrugged.
"That's fine, I totally understand." He smiled at me.
Why can't Nash be like that, it would be so much easier. If I would have told him that, he would've bugged me until I told him what was on my mind, that's kinda annoying when you think about it. Ya it's Nash, so it's adorable too but when he does it all the time, it gets really annoying. I just wish he would understand that sometimes, I simply don't want to tell him something. I want some privacy, everybody has secrets. There are some things that even him doesn't know. Because I have the right to not want to tell him, that's all.
"What did the bartender say to Charles Dickens?" Shawn asked me, snapping me out of my thoughts.
"Excuse me?"
"What did the bartender say to Charles Dickens?" He repeated and I payed attention to what he was saying this time.
"What?" I giggled.
"What did he say to him?" He asked me, again, with a smile.
"I don't fucking know!?"
"Olive or twist?" He responded and we both laughed.
"What the hell? That's such a bad joke." I laughed at it anyway. "What was that for?"
"I wanted to make you feel better, just to see you smile." He said looking down at his food.
"Aw, aren't you cute!" I teased him in a high pitch voice. "Thanks Shawn, I do feel better now." I told him, with my normal voice, and we both smiled.
NASH'S P.O.V
I was watching them eat their meal from my car. I know I shouldn't be doing this, but it was to hard to not do it. I wanted to make sure that Shawn wasn't hitting on her and also that she was loyal. Ok, when I think about it, I do sound a little over protective, but how hard is it to understand that she's mine? I'll tell you, it's not supposed to be hard.
Right now, I just wish that was me over there with her, making her laugh. Staring at her when she's not looking. Making her smile, hearing her voice. Telling her stupid jokes that I'm pretty sure she only laughs at to make me feel good. And mostly, I want to tell her how much I love her. I want her to understand how much I love her and how she's the only one who makes me feel that way. She makes me feel so special, like I'm the luckiest guy on the planet. Just hearing her voice makes my heart beat faster, I don't know how she does it.
Also, I really want i burger. They're really making me hungry.
I grabbed my keys and started to open the door. But I stopped.
I can't to this. They'll see me. And if they see me, she's gonna ask me what I'm going here. And I'm a terrible lier, so I'll have to tell her the truth, that I was spying on them just to make sure my girlfriend was still mine and mine only. I don't like to share, but at least I admit it.
Ok, I'm gonna go in, but I'll try my best to be invisible. I can't handle it anymore, I need a burger.
I opened the door fully this time and locked the doors afterwards. I walked up to the door and stepped inside the restaurant and right away I could smell the fries and burgers, man was I ever hungry. I ordered quickly and walked as fast as I could to the door. When I passed by them, I heard him say that he wanted to make her smile. And she responded that he was 'cute'. Cute? Cute my ass, Eva, why the hell are you flirting with him? Aren't you aware that you already have a boyfriend? Damn it I am so mad right now, I could punch Shawn in the face.
It took everything I had to not walk over to them and tell them how I felt and make Shawn pay for it. I simply got in my car and drove away from this nightmare. I can't believe he's stealing my girl like that, and I'm not even trying to stop him.
*** Sorry it took me so long to update, I had 0 inspiration whatsoever.
But, since I haven't updated in ages, I will try, I repeat, try to post another chapter tomorrow.
And also if I have time, another chapter, a special Christmas one, on the 25th.
But only if I have time. If not, I'll post it on the 26th, since we'll still be in the Christmas spirit!
I know I always say the same thing, at the end of every chapter but, TYSM FOR READING THIS!
ILY ALL!***
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Fiksi Penggemar"This is too quick Nash..." I told him as I unbuckled my seatbelt. "Really?" He said in chock. "But I really thought you liked me." "I do, Nash. But I need more time, I'm sorry." ...
Chapter 15
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