Us against the world~Billie eilish ( COMPLETED )

61) Definition of perfect

ALIYAH'S P.O.V

It's the next day,I would say that im upset about me and Billie's little disagreement last night but im just tired of it,I'm tired of arguing everyday,it comes to a point where enough is enough. Especially since Delilah is aware of everything.

It's one thing if I'm hurting but it's a whole other story if my kids are being affected.and that's why it really all has to stop.

I woke up late so Billie went to drop the kids off to daycare and school And still hasn't came back so I'm guessing she went to either her parents or Finneas and Claudia's house.

Right now I'm doing the laundry,I put all the clothes in the washing machine,add the detergent and press the button ass the machine starts.

I go in the living room where I hear Roslyn playing quietly.

(The song above.)

I lay down on my couch looking at the ceiling.its quiet.peaceful,for the first time in  forever I feel content.

I remember when I used to have that feeling all the time,everything was perfect,the perfect wife,perfect job,perfect kid,perfect life and nothing could ruin it....I had no idea what I was about to go through.

As much as I tell myself that I don't need Billie or anyone in my life I know deep down I inside that that's not true.Billie can cause me so much pain and stress but I know that I would break if she was completely out of my life.

"Hey." I hear a faint voice say

I open my previously closed eyes and see Billie standing in the doorway

I don't say anything but sit up Evert my eyes to the floor beneath me,I hear Billie set her things down.

I feel Billie sit behind me and wrap her arms around my waist as her chin places on my shoulder,silence still filling the room nothing but faint music coming from the speaker.

"Remember when we were five and we had a sleepover at your moms house..we were supposed to be sleeping but we stayed up all night and watched spongebob,And I looked at you and said your so pretty and then you said well your perfect and kissed me on my forehead" she says

"Yea" I say with a faint laugh as I feel a tear come down my cheek

"I got a feeling that I never had before..back then I didn't know what it was but I was in love with you and didn't even realize it" She says

"I am so sorry for cheating,and lying,and hurting you.you may think im just saying this but you dont know how much I hate myself for doing what i did to you,You didnt deserve that shit,your the literal defintion of perfect Aliyah,your the most kind hearted,genuine,beutiful,bad ass i know.you were my bestfriend since we were babies,we fell in love,had kids,and made a name for oursleves and it would kill me if i ruined all of that.if i loose you I would loose everything" Billie says as her voice cracks and i feel warm tears land on my shoulder

This is the first time in so long that i heard billie open up to me.

I turn to her puffy blue eyes filled with tears

"i just want to make everything right,I don't want to hurt you anymore" she says as more tears come down

"I Love you so much.but know that you have to change or its just gonna get worst..so please,because I'm can't do this without you" I say looking into her eyes and she pulls me into a hug as tears both fill our eyes even more

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how do you guys feel about Billie and Aliyah deciding to stahtogether? What do you think the future holds for them..Let me knoww

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