45) She's trying

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ALIYAH'S P.O.V
It's been two weeks since I found out Billie was pregnant Right now we're in the doctors office for the second time to see how the baby is doing.no one knows Billie is pregnant except our family and Billie's management.

We're worried that Alana and Delilah are catching on to what's been going on so we started spending a lot more time together,there's been multiple occasions where billie has tried a make a move but I always shut it down,just because I'm spending more time with her,and checking up on her on the regular doesn't mean I forgive her fully.Im still fucking pissed.but I can't show that because the baby has been growing really slow ,like you can barely tell that she's pregnant and we're almost a month in which is worrying and I think it's because she's stressed that I'm still distant twords her,but can you blame me.

Suddenly I get a text from Maddy asking me where I was

"Who is that?" Billie asks

"Maddy." I say typing on my phone

"Of course it is.." Billie says under her breath

"You need to stop throwing shade at her,she's a really fun person to be around you should meet her"

"No thank you." Billie says with an attitude

I wanna yell at her so bad right now..but I can't the baby's health is more important than my feelings.

I know for a fact Billie is jealous of Maddy,but that doesn't mean she has to diss her every five seconds

Finally the doctor walks in and says

"Hellos ladies,how are you guys doing today"

"Good..but I could barely keep my food down" Billie says

"How long has that been happening?" He asks

"For a good week now" I say

"Ok well,that's pretty normal nothing to worry about"

"I have one concern" I say

"What is it?" The doctor says looking up

"Her stomach is a little small like you can barley tell she's pregnant,when I was a month in you could kind of start to tell but with her it's nothing"

"Billie can you stand up for me" the doctor say putting down is clipboard

Billie stands up and lifts her shirt up

"It is quite small,but you are starting to grow a bump" he says

"that's good" I say with a smile

"Have you been stressed or anything like that?" He asks

"I mean we're not really in the best place right now.." Billie says sitting back down

"We need you to be as stress free as possible for this pregnancy to go smoothly"

After doctor appointment...

Right now we are at The house and I'm in the living room when Billie comes from upstairs and says

"Can I talk to you"

"Yea,what's up"

"Do you trust me" billie says sitting next to me

"Billie.."

"Just answer the question"

"I think you know the answer" I say looking down

"Just say it!"

"No I don't trust you!,ok" I say

"Ok..." Billie says with a sigh

She then pulls out her phone from her pocket and hands it to me

"Why are you giving me your phone" I ask

"Go through it,go through everything,if there's something you don't like it delete it,if you don't like someone in my contacts block them,if you don't like someone I'm following unfollow them,if you don't want me to have a phone then throw it out the window if you want I'll be fine" she says

"Why?" I ask

"Because Aliyah I need you to trust me,I took your beautiful ass for granted and I'm so fucking stupid for that,I deserve everything I got,but I want you back,I'm gonna prove to you that I'm all for you and this family" I said looking into my eyes

"What the password" I ask

"The same,it never changed"

I type in the password and I see the home screen is me,Billie,Delilah and Alana at the Grammys.not gonna like we're one good looking family,but that's not what I should focusing on I go through her long list of contacts

"Wheres erica?" I ask

"Block and deleted." Is all Billie says

I go through the rest of her phone and see nothing suspicious

"Here" I say handing it back to her

"Did you delete anything?"

"No,there was nothing sus" I say putting my chin on my hand

I see a smile appear on her face

"Guess what?"

"What?"

"I got an appointment with a therapist"

"You did?" I say suprised

"Yes..the best I could find,Im not playing when I say I really need you in my life not as my baby mother but as my wife"

"Thank you billie" I say sincerely

"You don't have to say thank you" she says with a light smile

I look at my watch and it's almost 2:00

"We gotta pick up the baby's" I say getting up

"I'll drive" Billie says holding the door for me as I walk out

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When we get to the school we sign in and see Alana and Delilah in there class .when they see us they run in our arms

"Hi my loves" billie says with a big smile

"Go get your things so we can leave bubs" I say to them as they run over to their cubby as they run over to grab their things

"Can we go somewhere?" Alana asks as I pick her and and Billie picks Delilah up

"Of course we can we can go get ice cream and go to the movies and dinner and anything else you want"

"I didn't know we was doing all this" I say with a smile

"Well duh it was a surprise" she says with a laugh

"Which one do you guys wanna do first" Billie asks the girls

"Ice cream!" The girls say

"Then to ice cream we goo"

Maybe Billie is trying to be better....

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It's one in the morning and I'm tired ash so I don't got much to say,but I hope you guys enjoyed,now ima go to sleep.

~😴🤍

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