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Dedicated to rrrichietozierrr

We have just started talking and you are HILARIOUS! I enjoy talking to you quite a lot! You are a very fun person and I hope we can talk more~



It is suffocating,

How all these people expect so much from me-

And if I don't meet the expectations

I am a disappointment.


I am sorry for not fulfilling them,

I was busy trying to meet mine.


Trying not to listen to those voices,

That tell me end my life.


I am sorry for not paying attention,

I was trying to lift the stone in my heart,

That lowers me down.


I am sorry for not talking much,

I was trying to shut those voices in my head,

They say I am not cared for.


I am sorry for disappointing you

I was trying to love myself,

To embrace all my flaws.


I am sorry for running away,

I was running from those demons,

That blinded me and would take away my hope,

Take away all my light.


I am sorry I don't say that I love you enough,

I can't when I don't love myself

I try to show it instead.


Just wait,

And I will come back high

When I win the war in my mind

I will love myself then-

I would be satisfied!

I would be me again



Love Yourself

Stay Safe,

xoxo


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