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Dedicated to proud-Hufflepuff_1

*clears throat* Well~ You have no idea how much of an impact you made that day by asking me. It made me feel so special! I am so grateful for our friendship I don't have words. I am so happy we both are friends. You are amazing kiddo! Remember that, always! You are an amazing person! Also like you an ARMY! Like yaaaaaass~ Sign me up for that any day! I love you and YOU ARE AN AMAZING PERSON! I hope you come online soon. 



That loud voice

In my head,

Screams to me,

You are pathetic,

You are ugly,

You are a waste,

Look at your body 

It is trash.

Why are you alive yet?

Die.


They suffocate me and bind me,

I can't breathe.


But then there is a small thought that asks

Am I actually ugly?

Am I pathetic?

Is my body actually trash?


Then I seek answers

In others,

Ask their opinion,

Am I pretty?

Am I pathetic?


I ask and they all answer,

But no amount of answers satisfy me.


That thought spoke one day,

You wasted years asking all 

When the answer lied within you!


So I asked myself,

Searched for an answer within

And I found it.


In the depth of my soul

In a golden box

Singing lightly sat a bird

Singing a song I couldn't hear.


As it continued singing,

The binds that suffocated and bound me down,

Melted away and

I heard the song 

Clear as crystal it sang,

"I am beautiful just how I am,

I am good enough

I am okay the way I am."



Love Yourself,

Stay Safe,

xoxo

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