Crusader Returns

Chapter 6

"Gosh did I miss this" he whispered, "I missed you so damn much, your warmth, your body next to mine, your touch, your smile, your laugh, your voice. I missed every single inch of you Y/N" he said as he kissed your forehead gently, "and your lips" he said as he traced your lips with his fingers gently, "gosh have I missed your lips, I just want to feel them against my lips again, against my skin again. I missed your laugh, the way your eyes would crinkle on the sides when you would laugh too hard. I missed your touch, how immediately whenever you touched me I would relax, I wish you were naturally snuggled into me right now instead of me having to position you like this." he sighed again. "I like how you're hair is longer, even though you look gorgeous regardless, but the look fits you...you know, at night, every time I would patrol around the city, I would look up at the sky and look for our star, and as ridiculous as this may sound I talked to it sometimes, hoping that you would be hearing me, although it's scientifically impossible..." he mumbled making you internally smile as he continued talking, "I would still talk to it, then make my way to the tower and sit outside your room...as creepy as that may sound". His breath hitched as you moved into him a bit more, intertwining your legs with his to make it more believable that you were asleep.

"I feel like such a loser talking to you while you're sleeping, I guess it's kind of like talking to the star because I know you'll never be able to know how much I did miss you, every single inch of you." Peter turned to look up at the ceiling, "you know...I feel so confused about my feelings right now, I still...I still love you, you know? But at the same time...I feel broken because you left...in the end though I still love you, I love you so much" and at the moment you broke.

You got up from your position and got on top of him, "Y/N?? What are you-" but he was caught off by your lips against his. As soon as he felt your lips on his he kissed back almost instantly, moving in sync with the neediness of the kiss. He gripped onto your hips to keep you from falling while your hands were on his cheeks. You pulled away to get some air and Peter did the same, you rested your forehead against his. "Y/N why-" "I still love you too Peter" you breathed heavily still trying to normalize your breathing as you looked into the depths of his eyes, eyes that you could get lost in and wouldn't even mind it. Peter's eyes widened realizing you had heard the whole conversation he had, "Peter...I want you", this brought Peter back to the moment you both made love to each other, "I'm ready for this...I want this with you and only you...I've never been so sure of it" you whispered. Peter answered by kissing you passionately with one hand on your waist and another on your cheek bringing you closer to him. The kiss started off passionate and slow until things started getting sloppy and needy, both of you wanting more. You took into account that you were straddling him and starting grinding yourself onto him, having him let out a shaky moan. "Fuck Y/N" he said as his head went back into the pillow as you continued to slowly grind yourself onto him while leaving wet kisses on his neck and finding his sweet spot, sucking on that part harder. "Oh gosh Y/N" he let out shakily as his hands found their way onto the hem of your shirt pulling it off you and you leaving him bare chested.

You both proceeded to make love to each other just like two years ago, it felt like the first time with him all over again, something you could never forget, because you love Peter Parker.